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"Bila ko nak update blog ni?"..hehe..Sorry sesangat ek kengkawan sekalian..
Agak ke-busy-an diriku ini.. :)
Okay, setelah abis attending the open houses and weddings, habis pun Syawal sebulan..dan nak masuk Raya Haji pun, dengan kecekalan yang ada, tabah jua daku mengupdate blog ini...haha..ape yg den merepek ni pun tak sure..

Okies..buat pengetahuan semua, baru2 ini I went to an interview for a scholarship..Actually for the second stage..First stage is answering 5 papers on IQ test..Alhamdulillah lepas...
But the second stage ni, agak tough sikit..Ala2 "The Apprentice"..There're 29 of us..So, about six groups where some have 5 members and some four...We were given one hour task as a consultant to advice a private college whether to open a short course on managing financial issue to public. The decision should base on a survey..Imagine, in one hour time you have to create questionnaires, find respondents, collect data, analysed, tabulate and come out with a decision. Our group managed to interview 20 person..Right after the activity was completed, instead of presenting the findings, we were to gather in two groups and being interviewed by two people. In one hour time, (about 8 of us) each of us has been questioned for four to five times...Then, back to our table, in 15 minutes, we have to write who in our team should be expelled and why. Pening jugak nak answer..If I wrote no one, then I would not answering the question, wouldn't I?
So, nak tak nak, I wrote a name and the reason why...Afterwards, there's an interview session on one to two...me and two interviewers..I think it's more like background checking...Casual but a bit tense since they liked to provoke u...

After we had our lunch which by the way exclusive (sempat jumpa my old college mates there..apparently they have kursus kat situ), time for presentation..Then, in 20 minutes we were asked to write what action to be taken for your next strategy to improvise ur survey...Later i.e. the final activity which by the way made at least two person to cry...come the group interview..My group (four of us) has been interviewed by three panels...They asked directly to each of us who that we think should be eliminated in this team and why...If we were not to mention any name, they scold us and said that we were not answering the question and keep pressuring us..The first time they asked the question is to a lady sat on my right. She mentioned my name..then they skip me and ask a lady on my left. She said the name of the guy that was on her left..And the guy pulak mentioned the lady yang said my name tadi...Then when finally the question were asked to me, I answered the lady on my right (yup, the one yg mention my name)...Pastu, bila dah keluar, everyone in my group seems okay and all of us agree -no heart feelings...Now, I'm waiting for the result..Honestly rasanya mcm agak susah..but I think the experience that count...Pasni, if lepas, there're still two more stages...susah betul kan..

Okay, dah habis update on career/study issue.. Now on other update...I'm in a big dilemma...very big...so big that sometimes make me wonder why I put myself in that dilemma in the first place..the answer is that I want to clarify things so that I won't regret in the future for the rest of my life....Luckily I have supports in facing this matter...Thank you guys for your supportings...Anything, I will update later...Pray for me kay...Ameen...