I've read my friend's blog about death. Like we all know, kematian is sesuatu yang pasti. No matter how we put our mind aside or hold to think about it, it will surely happen. Sometimes, secara sengaja or not, kita mudah terlupa pada kematian and bersuka ria secara berlebihan. Tak salah if we want to enjoy our life as long as tak menyalahi apa yang digariskan oleh Allah. "Bekerjalah kamu seperti kamu akan hidup seratus tahun dan beribadatlah kamu seperti tiada lagi esok untukmu".
Yesterday, I supposed to have dinner with my friend. Suddenly my friend got a call saying that Tok Wa has passed away. My friend and family fly back to Kedah to see her for the last time before dikebumikan. That's situation awaken me to call my grandma. I love my grandma very much but I seldom call her or visit her. When I went back home, I only have time to visit her for very short while (say at most half an hour). When I want to call and couldn't find a topic, I just postponed it. Sometimes I just got too busy that didn't call at all. When I call yesterday, she asking me will I come back on Chinese New Year. I said most ticket has been sold out. And the remaining is quite expensive. Tak sempat I want to continue my sentence she said "Kalau ticket habis tak payah balik lah. Mahal pulak tu. Cuti dua hari ja." Cepat2 I added up. InsyaAllah, kalau dapat ticket nanti kak ngah balik. Ada tu. Later she asked about marriage. I told her to pray. And she asked "To pray? To pray nenek sempat tgk kak ngah bertunang ya?". Sayu dengar nenek nya statement. I made a decision, apart from calling ayah back home, I will make a frequent phone call to nenek as even though she knew that I love her, but by calling her time to time, she will be certain ed about it.
As for my own reminder, I will try to improve myself to be a better Muslimat (ultimate glory). I dream to brush up my knowledge in Fardhu Ain & Kifayah by attending classes, but yet to realise. InsyaAllah, one day I will. Together with my friends and family.
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