My First Online Journal

Keje

2011-12-28T16:54:00.000-08:00

Mmmm....skang ni time cuti sekolah. Kat office ramai yang amik cuti untuk abiskan cuti. Result: Jalan sangat kosong and smooth. Best best. Kuar rumah lambat but still manage to reach office awal.

Tapi problem nyer. Nape la mood keje skang ni macam sangatlah kurang. Maybe because it has been two years plus stuck at the same unit. Ntahlah. Camner nak cari motivation balik ni. Huhu.

The Ultimate Dream

2011-12-23T00:55:00.000-08:00

I believe everybody wants to go to Heaven. Tapi sometimes kita terlalu alpa dengan all the entertainment sampai kekadang terabai our ultimate dream which is to be insan yang deberkati Allah, yang beriman denganNya dan dikurniakan nikmat syurga. Tadi ustazah ada pin point four steps on how to be closer to Allah, be in peace, hidup lebih tenang, menjadi lebih baik dari segi menjadi hamba Allah yang sejati seterusnya bertemu denganNya di syurga nanti, InsyaAllah.

#1
Hidayah. Tanpa hidayah Allah, susah untuk kita berubah. Itu yang kadang2 terasa hati nak berubah. Tapi, sekejap jer. Atau ada jer yang menghalang kita untuk jadi better Muslim or Muslimah. Puncanya, belum mendapat hidayah. How to get the hidayah. Of course we have to ask Allah for the Nur. Do'a yang selalu kita baca. Rabbana latuzigh qulubana ba'daiz hadaitana wahablana minladun karahmah, innaka antal wahhab. Doa yang bukan hanya pada lisan i.e. lidah, tapi kenalah berdoa dengan hati beserta linangan air mata (meaning, when we ask, we really mean it. not just for the sake of recite it). Dengan hidayah, InsyaAllah, kita dilindungiNya seperti kita telah dilindungi olehNya selama ini daripada melakukan perkara yang dimurkaiNya. Pernah tak kita macam nak buat something bad, then in the end tak jadi. That's the hidayah yang Allah bagi utk elak kita buat benda yang tak baik. So, tanamkan azam untuk menjadi insan yang lebih tenang, tidak cepat melenting, sentiasa berperasangka baik dengan orang lain, bertutur kata dengan leebih baik, dengan kata lain menjadi hamba Allah yang disukaiNya. Mungkin kita tidak sehebat Siti Khadijah yang mendapat kiriman salam daripada Allah dan Ketua Malaikat melalui Rasulullah, tetapi tanamkan azam untuk kita diacknowledge oleh Allah dengan kesucian hati kita beriman kepada Allah. InsyaAllah, hidayah akan akan sampai kepada kita.

#2
Mencari Ilmu. To improve ourselves without knowledge, macam tak berapa nak ngam. So, we have to seek for ilmu agama untuk berubah. Rasulullah s.a.w pernah berkata bahawa terdapat tiga golongan: 1. Orang yang memasuki kawasan di mana ada orang sedang memberi ceramah agama, dan dilihat ada tempat kosong berdekatan dengan penceramah, with the sincere intention to deepen the knowledge (bukan nak menunjuk ke, or something like that), Allah akan menempatkan kedudukan nya dekat denganNya. 2. Memasuki dan walaupun ada space kat depan, tapi macam malu2 nak ke depan, Allah pun macam malu-malu jugak nak bagi ganjaran. 3. Memasuki tetapi instead of duduk, teruskan perjalan to other place (kalau ada something urgent tu, different story lah kan, yang ni meaning kalau takde apa2 hal, tapi tak nak stay), then Allah juga berpaling daripadanya seperti mana dia berpaling dari mendekatkan diri pada Allah. Rasanya mcm kalau terdengar radio yg tengah bagi ceramah pastu tukar to other channel pun leh termasuk dalam kategori ni gak jer. Hmmm..muhasabah muhasabah.. Yang penting ketika medengar, mestilah dengan niat yang sincere plus azam untuk menjadi lebih baik.

#3
Ikhlas. When we do things sincerely kerana Allah, kalau pujian dan pangkat daripada manusia kita tak dapat, hati kita takkan rasa resah because we know and believe, Allah sentiasa bersama kita, and InsyaAllah, Dia telah menyediakan ganjaran kepada kita. Bila kita ikhlas kerana Allah, kita akan jarang merungut, kita akan lebih tenang because we have no expectation towards gettings any returns from others. Kita akan lebih bahagia. Kita sentiasa mencari peluang menolong orang dan membuat pekerjaan dengan lebih baik. Menjadi lebih sabar, tidak mudah marah dan melenting. Hence, be a better Muslim.

#4
Bersungguh-sungguh. Semua perkara yang dilakukan dikerjakan dengan azam untuk come out with the best result. Of course la job yang baik-baik kan. Yang diredhai Allah. Contoh, macam nak tambah ilmu dalam hadis. Tapi just tau ada hadis 40 jer. Kalau tanya out of 40 tu, berapa yang ingat, maybe few jer or satu pun tak lekat. Then, rasanya tu tak bersungguh-sungguh enough kot. Saidatina Khadijah full heartedly insisted in helping her husband Rasulullah, beliau membelanjakan all her harta tanpa ada sedikit pun rasa susah. Coz for her, if she wanted to help, then gave it all out. At the time, money was needed, then with the money she got, she gave it all. With the strong determination and the spirit to become better Muslim, thinking of Allah and after life, maybe kita akan berjaya do thing bukan separuh jalan but with all the streght we got. InsyaAllah.

p/s: Peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan ingin berkongsi dengan semua yang disayangi agar kita semua dapat berkumpul di dalam syurga yang Allah sediakan. Ameen...

Jalan-jalan

2011-10-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

Somehow, tetiba rasa teringin sangat nak gi jenjalan. Teringat masa study dulu yg sanggup keje n abiskan duit keje gi jenjalan. Sangat the enjoy! Hehe...Want to hold some snow in my own hand again, but don't know when or where bole pegi lagi..Takpe2, ada rezeki, maybe after performing my Hajj first, then ada rezeki gi melawat tempat org lagi, kan. Ameen....

p/s: Most Wanted Places To Visit: Swiss, New Zealand, Korea, Japan, UK, France...

Entry Setelah Lama Tak Update Kat Blog Ni..hehe

2011-09-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

Setelah sebulan lebih tak masuk dapur i.e. masak, dalam kepala dah ada list2 nak masak apa once dah start balik cooking. Nasik lemak, spagheti, choc chip cookies, maggie mewah (ni yg paling terasa nak makan..huhu), and of course all the sambal2(sambal ayam, sambal telur, bihun goreng - pendek kata the one yg involve cili blend).
Hahaha..beriya jer..sekali just goreng telur jer dgn masak nasik...huhu..Takpe2, kita tgk dulu apa jadi nanti...

Oh ya, weekend ni InsyaAllah balik kampung dgn Along sumer(Incik Hubby tak dapat ikut sebab ada kelas weekend). Tgk ayah convo. Sweet jer. Selalu ayah yang tgk anak2 dia convo, ni mcm cute jer kitorg lak tgk ayah naik atas stage pakai robe. Hehe. To My Beloved Ayah, we are all so proud of you. You walked on the stage receiving your degree at the age of 40 and now, at the age of 55, once again, you will walk on the stage, receiving your masters while your children are still at their degree level.Hehe..Long, bila nak sambung ni..Ummi tgh buat PHD, ayah dah abis Masters, Abang tgh sambung Masters. Ni yg terasa nak sambung balik Japanese class ni. Buat kat UiTM pun menarik gak ni :) Hmmm, maybe next year? We'll see...

Okies, till the next entry yang tak tau bila...hihi

10 Yrs!

2011-08-05T00:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Friendship Day! Terus declare ari ni friendship day after reading my friend nyer blog..Hahaha

Anyhow, to all of you, you know who you are. Thank you so much for being such wonderful friends. It's been 10 yrs and counting! Love you all...Mmmuah!

Cool Website!

2011-07-20T21:50:00.000-07:00

I love to browse others' blog. Across countries. Learn they culture, their food, lifestyle.

So today, while browsing, I found this amazing website that can boost your motivation in maintaining a healthy life style and for some, might also assist in getting weight loss.

Checkout this cool website & Good Luck! :)

www.sparkpeople.com

Alhamdulillah...Rezeki

2011-07-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

Wow, it's been quite a while since I last updated this blog. Hmm, let's see, I'm a wife now and I live near my workplace. And today, Alhamdulillah, got extra rezeki...

Thank you Allah for all You have provide, a loving husband, a comfy home and a decent income. Alhamdulillah....

Hometown

2011-05-29T18:07:00.000-07:00

I'm in my Kampong right now. And the countdown begin. 3 days till The Day....

Weekend Yang Busy

2011-04-26T18:28:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, early Saturday morning, I made a move to Mines. Just before I drove back to Putrajaya, I called my Adik Emi saying that he can make a move by now. So, by the time I reached ERL, I just need to wait for about 15 min till he arrived. Oh ya, terlupa pulak. Adik Emi will accompanied me for the night since nobody's home.

Around 3.15pm, he finally arrived. We went straight to Alamanda for our lunch. It seems like ages since we had our meal together. We chose Secret Recipe. Emi with his lasagna and me with noodle in tom yum soup. My all time fav at SR. We have brownies with ice-cream and marshmallow strawberry cheesecake for dessert. Yummy!

Next stop, bowling centre. Yeay! We could only play one game each as there's a tournament going on there. And just like always, I won.......not! Haha. Emi lah champ. 136 points. Me? One of my bad scores. Not even reach 100!..huhu.

Then, we hit home for karaoke session. Hehe. Yo yo o jer.. Dah lah berdua jer nyanyi nya..Nasib baik tak hujan..hoho... Malam nya session lak, Emi layan Maharaja Lawak in my room and me layan Mackerel Run for five episodes straight. Then, zzzzz.

Sunday, got up early, sent Emi to ERL, and off to Shah Alam. Lingering at Jusco Bukit Tinggi, have a quick look of furniture in Section 7, and lunch at Pizza Hut nearby. Rushed to USJ, changed dress code, hit thr road to De Palma Hotel for an event. Ceramah actually by Dato' Dr. Haron Din. A great event! :)

Then, straight home, and the next day, start working backkk..huhu..can't wait for this coming weekend plus Monday off.. Yeayyy!

Tupai tupai

2011-04-17T19:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday (17.04.11), Semak fetched me at Medan Selera Greenwood and we're heading to Jalan TAR. We're both looking for something. Kain & Tudung. From one shop to another, we're keep searching and searching. In the end, we both bought the-not-in-the-list tudung. Haha. Well, at least they're at really good price, right sem? ;p

Afterwards, we went to Tupai2 near KL Central. I never went to one before. Since I love soup, I really enjoy the food. We have buffet steamboat and later I ended the buffet with vanila-choc ice cream. Yummy!There goes my diet. Haha.

Anyway,have a great time yesterday. Credit goes to Sem, and my relatives in Gombak :D

Congrats!

2011-04-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

Congrats to my dear friends on their newborn babies. February & April babies! :D

Subway

2011-04-04T20:46:00.000-07:00

Tetiba teringat Subway. Fisrt time makan Subway dgn Mid last two Fridays. Kitorg order Italian BMT. Cuak jugak cos tak berapa nak reti nak order. Haha. Belasah jer. Both of us picked Parmesan & Oregano flavour for bread. So yummy okay :D. I chose hot milo and combined with creamy mushroom soup. Soooo sinful.. Haha.. Diet? Hmmmm...

Can't wait for our next visit. Mid, bulan June ek kita nyer next visit. Hehe ;p

p/s: For BMT, kena beli Monday lah ek kalau nak murah..Tapi macam mana ye...Huhu

Stress A Bit

2011-03-30T19:14:00.000-07:00

Bank + Lawyer + Massive Document = Stress

AMP + 5YBP + Analysis = Double Stress

Subhanallah....Kisah benar pelajar UIA bermimpi bertemu Rasulllah

2011-03-27T23:27:00.000-07:00

Sesuatu yang berharga utk dikongsi bersama... Luangkan masa kalian untuk membaca.. ambil peringatan dari Baginda Nabi sempena keputeraannya tahun ini.. tunjukkan kecintaan pada Rasulullah s.a.w... Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Mengasihani... Ya Allah..lancar jari ini menaipkan sebuah pengalaman yg amat berharga dr seorang insan yg dipilih Allah utk berjumpa Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. melalui mimpi hari Khamis, 16 Rejab 1427H bersamaan 10 0gos 2006. Nama yg dipilih oleh ayah beliau adalah Syamimi yg bermaksud 'kesayanganku', jua gelaran Nabi pada puteri kesayangan Baginda, Fatimah. Ketika khilaf memilih nama itu, ayah beliau mengharapkan mudah2an suatu hari nanti anaknya akan menjadi salah seorang mutiara kesayangan Rasulullah s.a.w. Alhamdulillah, doanya makbul selepas 23 tahun kelahiran anak sulungnya daripada 8 adik-beradik. Al-Quran 30 juzuk terpelihara kemas dalam hatinya. Beliau menghabiskan masa 3 tahun utk menghafal 30 juzuk Kalamullah ketika berada di negeri kelahirannya. Beliau hafal sendiri utk memenuhi harapan ibu ayah yang mengharapkan ada dalam kalangan anak mereka menjadi seorang hafiz atau hafizah. Sebagai anak sulung, beliau mengambil tanggungjawab ini utk menjadi contoh kpd adik2 yg lain. Setiap hari beliau hafal 2 mukasurat Al-Quran dan tasmi' dgn ustaz di sebelah rumahnya. Sekarang beliau pelajar tahun 4 jurusan Undang-Undang Syariah di universiti ini. Akak ni memang diuji dengan sakit yg tak tahu apa punca sejak lebih setahun yg lalu. Sakitnya rasa seperti ditikam-tikam dengan pisau di bahagian belakang tubuhnya, tambahan pula kaki yang sakit di bahagian lutut sejak 8 tahun lalu tidak pernah sembuh. Pernah satu ketika, selepas makan, beliau muntah bersama segumpal rambut dari kerongkongnya. Penderitaannya hanya Allah dan dia sendiri yang tahu. Sudah lama beliau tidak terdaya ke kelas kerana sakit itu membuatkan dia tidak dapat berdiri atau berjalan. Hilang selera makannya hingga badannya susut hampir 13 kg. Beliau hanya menggagahkan diri untuk pergi berwudhu' 2 hingga 3 kali sehari. Wudhu' itu dijaga sebaik mungkin untuk ibadah sepanjang hari. Hari2 yang dilaluinya dipenuhi dgn membaca Al-Quran dan qiamullail sebagai pendinding daripada gangguan yg terus2an menyakiti diri. Diceritakan makhluk2 halus itu akan mengganggunya terutama pada waktu sebelum Subuh, Zuhur dan Maghrib. Beliau telah banyak berubat di merata tempat, berjumpa doktor2 pakar, malah ulama' yg faqih dalam ilmu perubatan islam serta akhir sekali bertemu sorang lecturer di sini. Tapi beliau hanya mampu bertahan. Pesan ustaznya, setiap kali beliau sakit, banyakkan baca Surah Al-Baqarah. Pagi Khamis itu, beliau berniat utk hadir kuliyah sebab sudah terlalu lama tidak mampu ke kelas. Beliau bangun kira2 jam 4.30 pagi utk solat. Berbekalkan sedikit kekuatan yg digagahkan, beliau ke bilik air utk berwudhu' dgn memapah dinding dan segala apa yg mampu membantu beliau untuk berdiri. Habis berwudhu', beliau jatuh tersungkur, rasa seperti ada yg menolak keras dari belakang. Tika itu beliau sudah tidak mampu berdiri, justeru beliau merangkak ke bilik. Sampai saja di bilik, beliau ketuk pintu dan rebah di depan bilik tersebut. Disebabkan sakit yg mungkin dah tak tertanggung, dengan spontan beliau niatkan, "Ya Allah, kiranya mati itu baik untukku, aku redha, tapi kiranya Engkau ingin aku terus hidup, aku ingin dengar kata-kata semangat drpd Rasulullah s.a.w. sendiri.." Kemudian beliau pengsan. Sahabat2 sebilik mengangkat beliau ke dalam biliknya dan di baringkan di sana . Waktu itu, sahabat2nya telah pun 'forward message' pd rakan2 yg lain agar dibacakan surah Yasin kerana beliau nampak sudah nazak. Malah mereka telah sedia dgn nombor2 ahli keluarganya utk dihubungi kiranya ada apa2 berlaku dengan izin Allah. Kira2 jam 11 pagi itulah, ketika tertidur dgn tenang dalam waktu qoilullah, beliau bermimpi. Beliau sedang terbaring dalam keadaan memakai telekung dgn tangannya diqiam seperti dalam solat di suatu tempat asing yang sangat cantik. Beliau terbaring di sebelah mimbar dan kelihatan banyak tiang di sekitarnya. Tiba-tiba datang seorang Hamba Allah dgn wajah yang bercahaya dari arah depan dan berdiri hampir sekali, kira2 2 meter dari beliau. Wajahnya SubhanaLlah..indah sekali, tak dapat nak digambarkan. Beliau tertanya2, siapakah orang ini? cantik sekali kejadiannya dan hati beliau rasa sangat tenang dgn hanya melihat wajahnya. Dirasakan seluruh kesengsaraan yg ditanggung selama ini lenyap begitu sahaja. Kemudian, Hamba Allah itu mengatakan, "Assalamu'alaikum, ana Rasulullah.." Subhanallah..baginda Nabi rupanya! Nabi memakai jubah putih dan kain serban berwarna hijau di atas bahu baginda. Beliau nampak dgn jelas mata Baginda Nabi, janggut Baginda, rambut Baginda, kain serban di atas bahu Baginda dan tubuh Baginda. Kemudian Nabi katakan "Enti fil masjidi" (kamu sekarang berada di masjidku, Masjid Nabawi).. Allahuakbar! Kemudian Baginda Nabi s.a.w. berkata: QalAllahuta' ala; "InnaAllahama' assobirin" (sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang2 yg sabar). Ketika mendengar suara Nabi mengalunkan Kalamullah, terasa bergema suara merdu Nabi di seluruh alam. Sememangnya Baginda sebaik-baik kejadian dan diciptakan dgn penuh kesempurnaan. Nabi katakan (dalam lughahl arab, tp diterjemahkan di sini) ; "Ya Syamimi, dengan berkat kesabaran enti, dgn penyakit yg enti tanggung selama ini, dan dgn berkat Al-Quran yg enti pelihara di dlm hati, maka Allah bukakan hijab utk enti nampak ana.." Ketika Nabi menyebut Ya Syamimi, terlintas di hatinya "Ya Allah..Baginda kenal ummatnya!". Ya Rasulullah... Ketika itu, beliau dapat merasakan baiknya Allah, memberikan nikmat yg begitu besar buat dirinya. Kemudian Nabi katakan lagi; "Sampaikan salamku buat sahabat2 seperjuangan Islam. InsyaAllah, kita semua akan berjumpa nanti.." Nabi s.a.w. kemudian melafazkan; "Ummati.. ummati..ummati..." dan beliau nampak jelas Nabi menangis saat itu. Beberapa titisan airmata Baginda yg suci mengalir utk ummat Baginda! Kemudian Baginda Nabi melangkah pergi. Beliau merintih, "Jangan pergi Ya Rasulullah.." tetapi Baginda tetap pergi. Subhanallah, walaupun kita tak pernah bersua dgn Nabi yg mulia, Baginda kenal dan sentiasa ingat akan ummatnya. Beliau sendiri tidak pasti, apakah Baginda menangis kerana rindu kepada ummatnya, atau mungkin saja baginda sedih dgn ummat akhir zaman ini? wallahua'lam... Sedar daripada tidur yg amat indah pengisiannya itu, beliau masih dikelilingi oleh rakan2 yg turut terdengar rintihan beliau dalam tidurnya "Jangan pergi Ya Rasululah..." Beliau kemudian menceritakan kpd para sahabat tentang mimpinya sekaligus menyampaikan salam Rasulullah buat ummat Baginda. Semua yg mendengar menangis lantaran rindu pada Nabi. Rasa malu pada Nabi krn kita jarang2 ingat pada Baginda sedangkan kita amat terhutang budi padanya. Lebih2 lagi kita sedar bahawa hanya syafaat Bagindalah yg dikejar di akhirat kelak. Ya Allah..ketika itu, tiada kata yg lebih tinggi drpd kalimah Alhamdulillah utk di rafa'kan pada Allah atas ni'mat yg begitu besar yg Allah berikan pada dirinya. Rasa tak layak dirinya menerima anugerah dgn ujian yg hanya sedikit berbanding insan2 yg lebih berat diuji oleh Allah. Kiranya ada kalimah pujian yg lebih tinggi dr Hamdalah, pasti akan beliau sebutkan buat Allah Yang Maha Kaya. Semuanya terangkum dalam Rahmat-Nya yg melimpah ruah. Rasa sakit masih menular di tubuhnya. Cuma kali ini dia bertekad tidak akan menangis lagi utk kesakitan ini. Usai solat Zuhur, rasa sakit yg ditanggung makin hebat. Tak pernah beliau merasakan sakit yg sebegitu rupa. Terasa panas seluruh badan dan seluruh tubuhnya rasa ditikam pada setiap penjuru. Kalau dulu, beliau akan menangis dalam menghadapi kesakitan, namun pada waktu itu beliau pujuk diri utk tidak menangis. "Apa sangatlah sakit yg aku tanggung ini berbanding nikmat yg Allah telah bagi utk melihat Baginda Nabi s.a.w.." Kemudian beliau tidur. Beliau terus rasakan berada di tempat tinggi, tempat yg biasa hadir sepanjang beliau menerima gangguan. Beliau katakan "Ya Allah, apa lagi yg hendak Engkau berikan buat hambamu yg hina ni, rasa malu sangat dengan-Mu Ya Allah..." Kemudian dgn izin Allah, datang empat orang yg berpakaian serba hijau. Salah seorang daripadanya mengatakan; "Assalamu'alaikum Ya Syamimi..Rasulullah s.a.w. sampaikan salam buatmu. Kami utusan Rasululah..Nahnu khulafa' ar-rasyidin. Ana Abu Bakr, ini Ummar Al-Khattab, Uthman bin 'affan dan Ali.." Subhanallah..Saidina Abu Bakr memperkenal dirinya dan ketiga2 sahabat yg mulia. Beliau nampak sendiri, Saidina Abu Bakr yg amat lembut perwatakannya, Saidina Ummar dgn wajah tegasnya, Saidina Uthman yg cantik sekali dan Saidina 'Ali yg agak kecil orangnya. Para Sahabat mengatakan; "Kami diutuskan oleh baginda Nabi utk membantu enti.." Kemudian keempat2 mereka membacakan ayat 102 surah Al-Baqarah yg bermaksud: "Dan mereka mengikuti apa yg dibaca oleh syaitan-syaitan pada masa kerajaan Sulaiman. Sulaiman itu tidak kafir tetapi syaitan-syaitan itulah yg kafir, mereka mengajarkan sihir pada manusia dan apa yg diturunkan pada 2 malaikat di negeri Babylon iaitu Harut dan Marut. Padahal keduanya tidak mengajarkan sesuatu kepada seseorang sebelum mengatakan 'sesungguhnya kami hanyalah cubaan (bagimu) sebab itu janganlah kafir.' Maka mereka mempelajari dari keduanya (malaikat itu) apa yang (dapat) memisahkan antara seorang (suami) denagn isterinya. Mereka tidak akan dapat mencelakakan seseorang dgn sihirnya kecuali dengan izin Allah. Mereka mempelajari sesuatu yang mencelakakan, dan tidak memberi manfaat kepada mereka. Dan sungguh, mereka sudah tahu, barang siapa membeli (menggunakan sihir) itu, nescaya tidak akan mendapat keuntungan di akhirat. Dan sungguh, sangatlah buruk perbuatan mereka yang menjual dirinya dgn sihir, sekiranya mereka tahu.." Selesai membaca ayat itu, para sahabat Nabi menghembus pada makhluk2 yang sedang mengganggu beliau dan mereka semua hancur terbakar. Subhanallah..waktu itu terus terasa seolah2 tubuhnya yg sakit dahulu ditukarkan Allah s.w.t. dgn tubuh yg baru. Hilang segala kesakitan yg setahun lebih ditanggung beliau dgn sabar. Saidina Abu Bakr mengatakan; "Inilah ganjaran besar dari Allah buat orang-orang yang sabar.." Kemudian, para sahabat Nabi yg mulia pun pergi meninggalkannya. Selesai mimpi indah yg kedua ini, beliau bangun dr tidur dan terus duduk. Rakan2 sebilik pelik, kenapa beliau dapat bangun dan duduk dgn mudah . Kemudian sahabat2nya itu menyuruh beliau bangun berdiri dan alhamduliLlah..dgn mudah beliau bangun berdiri dan berjalan d sekitar bilik. "Ya Allah, penyakit ana dah sembuh.." Semua sahabat yang ada di situ bergembira dan menangis. Kemudian beliau segera ke bilik air untuk berwudhu'. Dengan tubuh yang 'baru', beliau sujud syukur pada Allah s.w.t. "Ya Allah, kiranya di beri tempoh sujud 100 tahun pun belum dapat diriku menjadi hamba-Mu yg bersyukur atas nikmat yg telah Engkau berikan.." Beliau berpesan pada kami; "Adik-adik, wajarlah para sahabat Nabi yang mulia sanggup mati demi mempertahankan Baginda. Akak yang diberi rezeki melihat Nabi tak sampai pun 5 minit dah rasa tak sanggup berpisah dengannya. Kalau boleh, nak duduk je di bilik untuk beribadah pada Allah dan mengenang wajah Nabi yg mulia. Tapi menyedari banyak lagi taklifan dan tanggungjawab kita atas muka bumi Allah ini, maka hidup mesti diteruskan. Sekarang ini hati akak tenang sangat..kalau boleh, nak je akak pinjamkan hati ni walau hanya sesaat agar adik2 dapat merasakan betapa beningnya hati ini. Tapi itu tak mungkin kan , mungkin ini bahagian akak, bahagian kalian? Hanya Pemiliknya Yang Maha Tahu. Akhir sekali akak ingin katakan, tak rugi kita bersabar..." kredit to juita77 (forum cari....sesuatu yang menarik untuk dikongsi bersama... )

Kisah Rasulullah Dengan Limau

2011-03-27T20:21:00.000-07:00

Suatu Hari Rasulullah SAW didatangi oleh seorang wanita kafir. Ketika itu baginda bersama beberapa orang sahabat. Wanita itu membawa beberapa biji buah limau sebagai hadiah untuk Baginda. Cantik sungguh buahnya. Siapa terlihat pasti terliur. Baginda menerimanya dengan senyuman gembira. Hadiah itu dimakan oleh Baginda Rasulullah SAW seulas demi seulas dengan senyuman. Biasanya Rasulullah SAW akan makan bersama para sahabat, namun kali ini tidak. Tidak seulas pun limau itu diberikan kepada mereka. Rasulullah SAW terus makan. Setiap kali dengan senyuman, hinggalah habis semua limau itu. Kemudian wanita itu meminta diri untuk pulang, diiringi ucapan terima kasih dari baginda. Sahabat-sahabat agak hairan dengan sikap Rasulullah SAW itu. Lalu mereka bertanya. Dengan senyuman Rasulullah menjelaskan 'Tahukah kamu, sebenarnya buah limau itu terlalu masam semasa saya merasainya kali pertama. Kiranya kalian turut makan bersama, saya bimbang, ada di antara kalian akan mengenyitkan mata atau memarahi wanita tersebut. Saya bimbang hatinya akan tersinggung. Sebab itu saya habiskan semuanya'. Begitulah akhlak Rasullullah SAW. Baginda tidak akan memperkecil-kecilkan pemberian seseorang biarpun benda yang tidak baik, Dan dari orang yang bukan Islam pula. "selemah- lemah manusia ialah org yg tidak boleh mencari sahabat Dan orang yg lebih lemah dari itu ialah orang yg mensia-siakan sahabat yang telah dicari dan berburuk sangka pula kepadanya"-Saidina Ali Kisah dari blog mariana aka pearlswetts & juita77

Career

2011-03-24T16:38:00.000-07:00

It's resignation season in my company I'm working right now. Like one after another people quit for a better offer I guess. Most of them people who worked more than 7 years. I heard that it's good to jump to another job i.e. other company after 5 years for career development. If you have been offer better salaryand benefit, it's a favour to you to accept rather than decline, isn't it?

For me, I have my own dream of my career path. I longed to do something that I enjoy and treasure and get paid for it. I guess, that's just everybody's dream, hasn't it? As for now, since I have a lots going on in my life, I have to say, I would stay put on what I'm doing right now. Maybe later, I would think and act how to fulfill my dream....

I wish to teach, I wish to baked and sell my bakings, I wish to lend my books, I wish to open a nursery....

InsyaAllah, deep inside my heart, I feel that at least, one of my wishes will come true...InsyaAllah..Ameen...

In the meantime, focus on the BIG adventure of my life. Countdown: Two Months ++...

February 11 - Towing & Fainting

2011-03-01T16:23:00.000-08:00

Hectic month I would say, February 11. I have experienced two incidents, one - first time in my life, two - 4th time.

23 Feb 2011:
The first one, my car broke down right before entering Kesas highway (near Suria Kinrara). He's driving and suddenly the clutch didn't work. Luckily he managed to park the car on the left side of the road. But it's still dangerous as the highway was like 500m away. Thus, all the cars moved rather fast even on the slow lane. Since the situation happened during Maghrib time, the dark kinda make things worst. Few times bikes and cars nearly hit my Kelisa or other car on the right side as they moved so fast. About 10 mins later, a parol came and asked what happened. Fortunately he have a towing company phone no. About half and hour later (the towing truck kinda lost to find his way to us), me and him, for the first time in our live, hopped on same the truck my Kelisa been towing towards the nearest workshop from his house. As the workshop was closed, we parked the car in front of the shop. I drove his car for a week before I could drive my Kelisa back. Oh ya, by the way, the very next day, when he checked the car at the workshop, the car was suddenly okay. Only need to tighten up the clucth and it's as good as new. But for checking purposes, he asked me to drive his car first while his driving the Kelisa to work to test. When he felt that everything's fine with the Kelisa, after a week i.e. on 3rd March 2011, we swapped the our cars back. Fuh, what an experience after five months involved with an accident with the Kelisa. But luckily this time, I'm not alone when the car broke down. Alhamdulillah, everything's work out fine :) And I pray hard that it would be my last experience on road incident especially when I drive alone... Ameen.

26 Feb 2011:
After 7 years of my last fainting episodes, I did it again on Saturday at Mines. After a sauna session, I felt dizzy but I made a big mistake by rushing when I stand up to be sitted near the shower room. Once I got sitted and sat, I felt very dizzy. The next thing I know, I heard a lot of noise and felt a steel being inserted in my mouth. When I managed to open my eyes, the first thing that came up in my mind was "Oppss, I did it again. Fainting after 7 years of no-fainting period". There're quite no of people tried to make me feel better. One put a spoon in my mouth (hence the steel) to avoid me from biting my tongue, one put a cold towel on top of my head, one made a gentle massage while others prepare me a plain water with straw and some sugar and mentos. Thanks for all your kind assistance, guys :). I took about one hour to recover my dizziness and another hour to manage to sit down and try to stand up. The dizziness was gone, but after two hours I still feel bloated. And suddenly "uwekkk", and I felt much better after that and ready to drive back home alone. I thought I forgot how to throw up since I haven't vomit once after ten years and completely have no idea to do it. Haha. But Alhamdulillah, after I went to a clinic, the doctor said my blood was normal and I need to drink plenty of plain water and he supplied me with multivitamin to stimulate my nerve system. InsyaAllah my health would be much better from now on :)

That't my interesting yet scaring moments happened in Feb 2011. I wonder what kind of first time experience I will counter before the end of this year. But I hope all the new experience that I will face soon will be exciting, pleasant, happy and great. InsyaAllah..Ameen :)

Busy Busy Busy

2011-02-16T00:44:00.001-08:00

We're in the middle of our AMP for the next FY. So, I've been busy these couple of weeks and would be super busy in the next two months. So, maybe there'll be few lines entry or none at all..Hehe..Also, I'm working on another blog now...

As for yesterday, I'm getting to know about Klang & Shah Alam (particularly near my work place) and Bandar Saujana Putra. What I can conclude is it's sooo hot in Bandar Saujana Putra.

Okies, gtg...Got backache already for staring at the notebook intensely from morning till now...Huhu..

Yusram & KPJ

2011-01-28T01:07:00.000-08:00

Just got back from Yusram and KPJ and update the previous entry.

Me and Mid went to Section 20 to visit our officemate in KPJ. She has been diagnosed with maybe-cancer. She has to go through straight 9-hours operation at 3 different parts of her body. Right side to be particular. Right wrist to cut out all the infected bones and nerves, right calf to replace the right wrist bones and nerves, and right thigh to cut small part of the skin to cover the wrist and calf. On top of that, since it quite difficult to put the drip on her other wrist, the drip has to go through her right neck. But as we went just now, she no longer needed of the drip since she could now eat on her own. Alhamdulillah. I pray for her to get well soon and join us back in the company. Ameen.

Somehow remember mama with her some parts of both thighs been cut to cover her other part of body. Remember the dressing part when I have to shower her thighs to clean up the wound. Al-Fatihah....

Later, me and Mid had our lunch at Yusram. Royal fish and tom yam and kailan.. Alhamdulillah ....

One Month Entry

2011-01-27T23:52:00.000-08:00

Looking at the title some it all.. Hehe.. Nearly a month blog ni menyepi. So caught up with work and all. Chewah, alasan best tu.

Well, this one month I think I've been to lot of places that I never visited before or rarely go. For instance Semua House. Never been there but this beginning of the year, been there twice. Other examples: DEMC, KK section 7, TTDI jogging/walking area. I also attended two different trainings. One for Excel (reporting) which I found it very useful and amazing of what the simple Excel can do and come out with marvellous presentation (kalah powerpoint ok..hehe) and another one FRS course (la..la..la). So, overall, weekend or weekdays, memanglah teramat busynya..Tu tak termasuk sesi Ugly Betty plus Korean Drama, sesi buat Tiramisu and Carrot Cake (sangat best! credit goes to Sem, Fatin & the tuan rumah, Feens :) ).

Tomorrow, bowling time. Company nya event. Women only. To those yg rasa nak pegang banner plus cheerleeding kitorg, jom lah ke Summit esok around 10am. Hehe. Next week lak, InsyaAllah balik Kedah. This time, InsyaAllah naik kereta. No more flight. Hmmm, ye ke? Maybe one more kot in couple months time....

Okies, see ya next time. Eh lupa lak. For the thing: want vs need i.e. hp, I think I made up my mind to stay with my existing phone (repair2). Kalau ada rezeki, maybe I can entertain my want next time :)...

We Won!!! :D

2010-12-29T16:48:00.000-08:00

Am not a hard core fan of football. But yes, I did see the game last night. WE WON!!! Yeay!!! Even it was by agregate, but still, we WON :)

And seriously I almost got a heart attack and both my hands turned into red. That's the reason why I didn't watch a lot of games including badminton or tennis. Cos my adrenaline can't take it much.. Same thing with roller coaster. Scary movie betul nak naik. One time, when I que up at Disneyland to try one of the ride, when finally my turned, I just turned back and walk away. Penat jer beratur lama2..Hahaha..

Anyway, I enjoyed the matched last night even though the 3-0 game was definately my fav. Cayalah Fahmi. Hehe. Shahrul n Safee pun kewl.

Apa apa pun, CONGRATS MALAYSIA!! Plus, SUPER HAPPY coz ESOK CUTI!!! YATTTAAAA!!! :D

Super Busy

2010-12-27T22:10:00.000-08:00

5 Years Plan + CF Quarter Projection + Monthly Reporting + OPEX + Training + AMP + F'Cast = Pening + Headache

Yang Terindah

2010-12-26T18:58:00.000-08:00

mencintai dirimu
merindui dirimu
memiliki dirimu
hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu 

kau yang bernama cinta
kau yang memberi rasa
kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
hingga aku rasa indah 

Skype

2010-12-22T20:26:00.000-08:00

Constant increase in phone bill : 60% voice call + 40% sms.

Option 1: Return to Maxis
Option 2: Maintain a 2nd Line
Option 3: Skype

Well, guess which option that I would go? Yup, I try option 3 last two days using my recently-received notebook (30.11.10). Can't say the result yet, can I? So, just wait for the next month bill. Hopefully it will reduce somehow. Hehe.

Actually, dear asked me to switch to Maxis. But I kindly refused as in Putrajaya, Maxis doesn't have quite a decent line. Sikit2 putus, sikit2 putus. Alaa, kira macam skangnya hp ni, yg kejap2 call, disconnect, pastu call lagi, disconnect lagi. Sampai ada sorang tu siap offer nak belikan hp lagi. Hahaha. (Kepada sesiapa yang pernah mengalami situasi di mana saya membuat panggilan kemudian terputus untuk beberapa kali, di sini saya ingin memohon maaf :p. Ari tu balik kampung, konon nak repair since still under warranty. Tapi busy sangat, tak sempat. Huhu.)

Aisey, kat mana tadi?..Mmmm, haaa, ingat dah. Okey sambung.. So, I did suggest to have a 2nd line instead of return back to Maxis. The 2nd line could be Maxis since dear using one. But later, we came to option 3. At first, the Skype didn't function properly. For both of us. Then, after setting the audio and sound here n there, the Skype turned out find. Alhamdulillah.

For those yg ada Skype, do add me as contact ye :).

p/s: Tgh layan He's Beautiful aka Your Beautiful. Ngantuk betul bila time nak kena bangun gi keje. Episodes left: 4.5. Chayou2!

Nomad

2010-12-20T00:42:00.000-08:00

This year, banyak kali jugak jadi org nomad ni. From Bangi to Damansara.

Last weekend alone, since everybody's not home plus i don't feel like staying home by myself, i've slept at two different places. One in Kota Damansara (credit goes to Feens & Hubby) and another one in Putrajaya (Fatma-the adik practical). The best part is, i've never been to Fatma's house and apparently, the house is exactly behind ours. Sabar je lah. Siap leh ajak dia teman gi tgk alarm rumah ok ke tak lagi that night. Actually i only spent my night at both places as i went to KK around 7am and only back at 7.30pm.

Same route: So, today, Monday, i've been using the same route for 6 days in a row. Not liking the fact much. That's the reason why i don't quite prefer working during weekend as i have to use the same route for 12 days in a row. Erghh...

Oh ya, dapat Maher Zain CD yesterday. Thank you, dear :)

11.12.2010

2010-12-12T17:48:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah. Everything went smoothly as plan.

Special thanks to Ayah, Ummi, Nenek, Adik Emi, Along, Abg Wan n Isyia. Not to forget Fatin & Azhar and all my friends (Mid, Hanis, Feens, Sem, Ee, Nura and others). And also Bik Sa.

To Kampung Hijrah-nians, thanks for the great welcoming.

Poning

2010-12-06T12:50:00.000-08:00

Every person does have poning phase.
Let's pray for our best :D

Countdown: Less than 5 days to come

Blog Update

2010-11-25T04:37:00.000-08:00

Ish ish..Diam tak diam dah two weeks blog ni menyepi. Banyak tu nak di update.
Hmm..let's see....

I start with Aidiladha celebration. As planned, Ayah came to P'jaya to celebrate with us. Emi too. We went to Masjid Putra for our Solat Sunat Raya. After that, salam2 session among us. Then, we have a guess in the evening and Ayah's friend, Uncle Din came around 8.30pm. The next day, we went to the Garden and have our lunch there. Reached home, me, ayah n emi had a karaoke session. At 3pm, we stopped singing as Uncle Din came, this time bringing along his family. Uncle Hasnol (another old buddy) arrived shortly after. They have a great time I believed. Some sort of a small reunion. The next morning, we all went to kids swimming pool. Isyia wore arms band and for the first time, she can walk alone in the pool. The level of the water reached her neck. But she seems to balance herself well in the water and walk and splashed the water happily. But she still tertelan air sometimes and tersedak a bit.Of course, I was her swimming buddy i.e. join her in the pool, and supervise her all the time. Before end of the day, we went to alamanda for a little shopping. Saturday, me and ayah karaoke together before ayah went back home that night.

Sunday, maksu and her daughter, ayuni came. Actually, ayuni's going for her graduation in P'jaya. After picking them up with along, off I went to KLCC. Then, we hit Seksyen 17, S.A where I met Fina to pass her some things (Feens ;p). I planned to watch Harry Potter but it seems quite late, so I went back home with a one-week-borrow-Persona (thanks ye :D).

Monday!! Work!! Hmmm..But only for three days as today and tomorrow, I have a training to attend. Yeay :). As for the borrowed car, it will be returned tomorrow as well. Starting from Monday, I will drive back my kelisa. Do'akan semuanya went well ye, Ameen. Quite nervous actually, but InsyaAllah, everything will be ok.

Okies, I think that's all for the updates. I wonder when will be the next post..Hehehe...

***Saturday: a cousin's wedding, company family day, harry potter plan, bil & along's mil-fin-sil are coming home from Mecca.

Weekend

2010-11-09T15:51:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, the banjir dah surut for both houses a week ago. Ayah and Ummi found leeches and snakes at our house after the banjir. Ngeri2. Let's pray there'll be no second wave or another flood ever again. Ameen.

As for this coming weekend, I took half day off, with Isyia, Bik Sa and Nenek, we're heading to Melaka. Along's already there. I think she's gonna make a move early this morning. As usual she got a school/academic program, and us to follow her wherever she went. Last time, PD. It was a good trip actually. I hope this time will be better :D. InsyaAllah.

This year, Raya Haji, for the first time time ever, Ayah will be coming here to celebrate with us. Nenek too. I have experienced Raya not in my hometown. Yes. But without all my family altogether. So, Raya beside our hometown but surrounded with all the persons I love would be a great experience I guess :) . Eh, chup. Pernah2. With Mama n Ayah n all in 1996. We all celebrated Raya far away from our home. We even made lemang using microwave and aluminium foil. Luckily the lemang turned out fine. Those were one of the best memories of all. Miss you much Mama....Al-Fatihah....

To All Muslims friends out there, I wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha. Maaf Zahir Batin. :D

Oh no, not again....

2010-11-01T18:41:00.000-07:00

12.30am...Ringg..Ringg.."Hello, Assalamualaikum..Ayah ek...A'ah, tgh tido." "Ayah tgh alihkan kereta. Air dah start nak naik. Tapi belum masuk rumah lagi.."

6.30am, "Long, ada update?""Air dah selamat sampai pinggang dalam rumah"...

On, no...Suddenly the imaged of the year 2005, month Dec to be exact came across my mind.

7.45am "Salam, Ayah. Canner?" "Ayah n Ummi stay kat atas. Maybe later nak pi redah air tgk keta. Kat depan sana air dah sampai dada."

Huhuhuhuu..Sian Ayah n Ummi...

Ikea

2010-10-26T12:25:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, I snezeed and snezeed a lot. My nose became red which remind me when Along used to call me "clown" whenever I catch flu. Huhu. Luckily I don't have a fever. Just a slight flu with lots and lots of aaaaachumm. Other than that, I felt healthty as ever. Alhamdulillah.

We start our day by getting breakfast. A heavy breakfast actually. Kak Fit and Nenek joined us. Bik Sa watched Isyia playing, the active little princess never get tired. Well, almost never, hehe. As soon as we started the car engine towards the pasar after breakfast, she fell in my arms fast asleep. So, at the pasar, I stayed put in the car while Along and Kak Fit did all the shopping. Even when we got home afterwards, Isyia still in the lalaland. Shortwhile after, she woke up and fully charged. We planned to go shopping afterwards, to get a toy box.

Since I told Along I might go out after Zohor, she asked me to buy the toy box instead. At 1.45pm, I feel quite tired due to non-stop-sneezing. So I told the car owner maybe we have to postponed our plan. Then I remember about Along's request and agreed with the suggestion that I took a good rest first and then, we just go straight to Ikea and went straight home. We managed to buy two toy boxes and have fun while trying to find as many short cuts that we could to reach our destination (the children area-which apparently is the last station..sabar je lah). We only took 20mins including payment at the counter. Cool huh. Haha.

Then, while heading the car park, there're booths from PMC at The Curve. Again, I agreed with the advise to go and check my health there. Only have my blood pressure and sugar checked. Alhamdulillah, both are ok. My sugar level was 4.7 which is normal for non-fasting person.

After Asar, we planned to wash the car (I felt guilty as I haven't manage to wash the car since I borrowed it and now that the car met the owner, ayak..segan2..the owner pun pening tgk nape lah keta dia leh jadi camni..haha). Unfortunately, at Giant they only took members' car for car wash and for non-members, they only provide car polish service. So, we divert our plan to eat Domino's instead. First time taste breadstix and I love it. After Maghrib, I drove the car back home. Oh ya, actually I supposed to return the car that day but due to certain condition, I need to extend the car till this Friday. Sorry ye, empunya kereta, tak sengaja...

Next weekend: Along just called. Maybe we gonna hit PD this weekend. Kewl..

KFC

2010-10-07T16:37:00.000-07:00

Last evening, I met a friend of mine. Honestly, I can't describe the way I feel when I decide to meet instead of emailing or talking on the phone. Scared? Nervous? Peace? Release?I don't know. It's all mixed up.

But Alhamdulillah, the meeting went well. My friend seems to understand it all. We have a good dinner. I mean a normal dinner between friends. We chat and chat and chat.

After I handed back the dvds I borrowed, and asked for permission to extend the borrowing of Martin Ling's book, I made a move home.

Later that night, my friend sms-ing me - thanking for having dinner and sending a regard to the owner of the car that I'm driving now.

First and I pray hard that it would be the Last, Ameen

2010-09-27T16:40:00.000-07:00

Never in my life involved in a car accident, Alhamdulillah.

But 25/09/10 at 7.10pm changed it all. Driving alone on a long sharp corner, I turned the car stereng a bit hard to the left. When I realised that and try to push the car back to the right, the car wasn't listening. The result? Kereta naik atas tebing, but instead of crushing the bukit ahead, suddenly it's turned to the right (I guess it's the impact when I turned the car to the right earlier) and bumped a lamp post hard at the right back door. The car stopped and stay on the tebing, not on the road. Paused for a second before the whole front mirror went 'Pang!' into million of pieces. Alhamdulillah, all the pieces went either into the passnger seat or out of the car but not at the driver seat.

I was sitting still inside the car holding the seat belt for about a minute before picking up the phone and start dialing Along's and the others. Surprisingly, I was calm all the way. Later, about four men (it turned out that they are the tow-cars men) came towards my car and asked me to come out of it. Actually that's the first thing to do when you involved in an accident. The car might explode or burn etc. They helped me collecting the road tax and other stickers that laid on the ground covered with glasses. And it's getting dark. I've waited for about one hour plus. Then, a shorwhile after the police arrived, there're Along n Abg Wan. He asked me wait in his car with Along n Iyisa. Half an hour later, we headed to the police station nearby. Again, for the first time in my life, I experienced giving a police report describing all about the accident. Around 10.45pm, sa sent me home. I reached home at 11pm. Apart from a small bruise on my right arm, Alhamdulillah, I have no scratch on my body. The next morning, I started to feel muscle streched pain around my left neck and arm. But still bearable. So, I decided not to go to the clinic. Today, I drove a borrowed car to work. But it took me a great courage to start the engine and drove normally to work. I pray hard that I will never get involve in any kind of accident again. Bismillahillazi layadhurruma'asmihi shai'unfilardhi walafissamai wahuwassami'un'alim. Ameen.

Raya oh Raya

2010-09-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir & Batin :D

Raya this year, somehow didn't feel like one. But Alhamdulillah, everything gradually turn out fine. I've been back and forth from South to North twice. It didn't seem too bad since I got to attend my friend's son "cukur jambul". Haven't seen her for a year I think, yet she didn't change a bit eventhough she just having her two-month son.
One thing that I felt quite sad was unable to attend my friend's open house at Ampang :(
Hmm, hope there would be another one soon....

A day before going back to work, at 4.30pm, I went for a movie (Cats & Dogs). Not bad and quite hilarious. Then, having dinner and went straight back home.

The next day, just couldn't adjust my mind quite yet that it's working day already or was it real that we only had our 11-long-days-off-from-work. Now, looking forward for 5-days-off-from-work in November. One month and a half to go. Huhu..lamanyaa.

Somehow, don't feel quite content today...

2010-09-01T16:39:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure why but when I woke up this morning and drove to work, along the way I don't feel quite content. A lot of things came racing inside my mind. I think maybe the influence of a movie that I watched recently. "HJNTIY". Should't let my mind get carried away.......

Seems like it will be a hard day to put a smile on today. Aja aja!

Ramadhan with Ayah, Ummi n Nenek

2010-08-22T23:46:00.000-07:00

Friday, 20th August 10, apply for leave. As early as 5.30am, make a move to the airport. Picked up by Ayah around 8.30am. Rest for few minutes before joining Ayah and Ummi to Pasar Tani. After Zohor, me and Ummi had our project together. Selamat terbeli another baju raya. Isk isk. That evening, after so long, I cook Ayam Goreng Berempah. Takut jugak tak jadi. Nasib baik ok. Alhamdulillah.

Saturday, pepagi lagi dah gi beli groceries with Ayah n Nenek. Ummi ada assignment to do. So, we both only went out together after 3pm. This time, I manage to restrain myself from getting me more baju raya. Fuh!...Berbuka Time :). I have laksam and ayamas. Yummy :D

The next morning, after one and half hour delay, I safely arrived at LCCT around 11am.

Another two weeks, balik kampung lagi!!Yatta!!! InsyaAllah.

**Selsema, batuk and sakit tekak at this moment (dah masuk hari ke-5). Huhu...

Isyia's Birthday

2010-08-10T17:03:00.000-07:00

My darling Isyia, happy birthday dear :D.

She's one year old now this cheeky little princess. Now that she can walk, she doesn't like to be hold or sitting still. She will march and wander around the house with high curiousity. And love to pick up small things laying on the floor (i.e. dust, food waste (the tiny bits)). When caught red handed while picking the things, she will immediately surrender by passing us the things. Even when we're not asking for it. Sabar je lah...

On her birthday, we started off by swimming at precint 16 pool. She loved it very much. After taking a nap, we have our birthday lunch somewhere in kl. A buffet. I love the desert (strawberry dip in a choc fountain - teringat kat Feens :p). After a blow of a candle on a cute adorable tiny little cake, we all went home. Short while after, relatives keep coming in and another cake and candle blowing event. Unfortunately, for unwrapping all the presents session, I'm no longer around as I have to rush to Alamanda for something. By the time I got back home, all the gifts were neatly arranged. Isyia was sooo happy.

Again, Happy 1st Birthday Isyia. Cik Da do'akan semoga Isyia menjadi seorang anak yang solehah, cemerlang dunia akhirat. Love you. Mmmuah..

Ah Lan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan 1431H

2010-08-10T16:46:00.001-07:00

Salam buat semua. Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin memohon maaf zahir dan batin andai ada perkataan dan perbuatan yang menyinggung hati sama ada secara sengaja atau tidak. Halalkan juga makan minum dan pemberian selama ini. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini menjadi satu platform buat kita untuk menjadi muslim yang lebih cemerlang di dunia dan akhirat. Ameen Ya Rabbal 'Alameen.

Salam sayang dari saya,
Double_Z

Gunung Angsi

2010-08-01T19:08:00.000-07:00

Climbing a mountain has never been in my things-to-do list considering that I'm not an outdoor person. But 24th July 2010 changed it all. Me and 33 others from my department went to Gunung Angsi, Ulu Bendul, Negeri Sembilan with one mission. To conquer the mountain. Hahaha. Ye ye jer. But Alhamdulillah, after four hours struggling, we all safely arrived at the top of the montain (one collapsed after suffering with asthma actually but she managed). After resting for about one hour or so (eating sausages, sandwiches, maggie etc), we all went down. It took us another three hours. The last group arrived at the bottom one hour after us. It's 7pm at the time. After the climbing activity, we went straight to CFO's house for makan2 n durian attacked. At 10.50pm, I reached home. Exhausted but the same time proud n happy :D

Next mountain: Mount Kinabalu???

Shahnaz, congratulation dear! :D

2010-07-04T17:41:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I attend any wedding ceremony. Especially yang jauh2. Last Saturday, me n three others decided to attend our friend's wedding at Kulim. We even booked one homestay for RM 200. Nice house. Ada four bedrooms (three with air-cond) and three bathrooms. Others yang the owner provide include fridge, washing machine, fully equip kitchen, vacuum, iron with iron board, tv, pendek kata sumerlah yang dalam rumah kita ada (of course lah yg basic). Since there're four of us, we only use two bedrooms and the owner gave us RM 20 discount.

Our friend, Ita make a move from JB to PJ on Friday night. She arrived at Daf's house around 12am. As for me, I have to change my plan. Instead of spending the night with them at Daf's, I stayed at Along's coz Isyia didn't feel well. Saturday morning, at 8.30am I drove to Daf's (one hour late from plan. huhu). I offered myself to drive first (Ita's car) but didn't expect to drive all the way. I'm glad that I did though. I enjoyed it very much :D (Hopefully no speed ticket for this trip ;p). We started our journey around 9.30am and only stopped once at Tapah. And arrived Kulim at 1.45pm. Just nice for the owner to have our house ready. While we rest, we googled Kulim for any cinema or mall. Apparently there's one called Landmark Central. Since we got out from the house at 4pm, seems like we couldn't catched any movie or we gonna late for the wedding. So, we have pizza instead. Late lunch. Masa order masing2 muka kelaparan. Lepas sumer food habis, masing2 yawn super big. Hahaha.

6.30pm all of us starting to get ready for the event. Ironing, make-up-ing, etc (isk isk...kalah pengantin bersiap), 8pm sharp, we all headed to the Dewan which take about 5 minits from our place. Meriah sangat the majlis, ada silat, traditional & modern dance performance, and siap ada singer with small band. We waited until 10.20pm in order to take picture with the couple. The pengantin nya baju sangatlah cantik. I like :). Selamat Pengantin Baru to Shahnaz & Shah Irwan, Semoga Bahagia Berkekalan Bersama Hingga Ke Akhir Hayat. Ameen. At 10.45pm, off we went back to our Hiass Homestay. Watched Germany beat Argentina till the end. Banyak tu 4-0. Nak tunggu Spain vs Paraguay tak sanggup coz I decided to drive all the way back too :)

The next day, since everybody bangun quite late, hehe, we moved around 11.30am. Tried to search for "char koew teau with washed chicken eggs", seriously dia siap mention kat banner "telur ayam dibasuh". Unfortunately, the kedai tutup lah pulak. So, we decided to have our branch at Tapah, again. We reached Tapah at 2pm. Have our Nasi Ayam and bought some fruits. 2.45pm we continued our journey and arrived PJ around 4pm. Oh ya, did I mentioned I managed to drive all the way? Haha ;p. Alhamdulillah. My mission completion (seperti kata kata Little Einsteins kat Channel 613). As this was my first experienced driving long distance back to back, I'm quite thrilled and excited and couldn't wait for the next roadtrip. So far ada idea2 nak gi waterpark lah, universal studio lah, bestnyaaa :)

All in all, a great weekend :D. Except for Isyia nya sakit. Cepat sembuh ye darling. Ameen.

Isyia - Not Feeling Well :(

2010-07-01T16:55:00.000-07:00

When I arrived PJ yesterday from office, ibu said Isyia's body quite 'dedar' (warm). We decided to use cool fever to reduce the heat. After Maghrib, Along try to put her to sleep.

Around 10pm, her body temperature increase to 38.7C. So, off the four of us went to clinic. At the clinic, her temp increase to 38.9C. The doctor suggest to insert a pill from her bottom and take a bath to reduce the temp. The moment a nurse insert the pill, Isyia cried. The crying grew louder when the nurse mandikan Isyia with air paip. I guest with the aircond is on and the water quite cold, hence the screaming. Actually before we went to the room, we heard loud cry from different kids before us. And we're quite curious on what's going on back there. Now that we're in the room and saw what happen to Isyia, no wonder all other babies scream. But the cutest thing is, Isyia, despite being demam and having to take a bath with a cold water when the aircond is on, before leaving the room, she waved her little hands goodbye to the nurse. Sooo cute and funny. We all laugh including the nurse.

On the way home, she fall asleep on my lap. Around 12am, we arrived PJ. She continued sleeping till morning. This morning before I leave to work, her body is still 'dedar'. Hopefully, by this evening she will be better.

Isyia dear, get well soon ye...Cik Da doa'kan Isyia cepat2 sembuh..Ameen.

Deep Thought

2010-06-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

Salam n Hello To All :D

Been a while since my last entry. Sorry guys. Lots of things going on and my mind sort of busy. Hence the silentness. Oh ya, plus the world cup and all. Hehe, okay tak excuse ;p

After giving a deep thought, I've found the courage to put my negative feelings aside and continue to face the beautiful wide world with smile. Thank you Allah :D

This week, I have various activities that will keep my mind busy. I have kenduri at Tampin tonight, not sure what time we gonna arrive back to PJ. Tomorrow, at the office, I need to rearrange my stuffs since I will move to another table to give way of my recent one to the new colleague. From what I heard, she will start working on Thursday. I'm quite happy as I'm not the only girl in my unit anymore. Yeay me! But, I also heard she will not start until 1st August. Well, might as well wait and see.

And for the coming weekend, for the first time ever after a longggg break would be a road trip with my high school and uni (the-four-month one) friends to Kulim for our friend's wedding. Since it's a night event, we planned to start our journey around 9-10am. Two of us suppose to arrived from JB around 3am. So, let them have a good rest first before we start moving :)

Alrighty then. Will continue writing later. All the best to all. Everyday is a new adventure. It's up to us on how are we going to face it. Hope it would be a great one for all of us. And don't forget to smile! :D

p/s: Thanks guys for all the support :D. Love you all. Mmmuah...

My Heart Ache So Much

2010-06-06T00:18:00.000-07:00

Why is hard to be happy?! Why is it ache so much?! I'm Tired!

Kampung Time!

2010-05-31T23:40:00.000-07:00

After getting the results from PMC, I've rushed back to PJ to quickly packed my things. Oh ya, by the way, from the ESP, I acknowledged that I have high cholesterol as well as high platelets (blood). So, now I'm avoiding any kind of fried food. In six months time I have to retake my blood test and if the reading for both is still high, then most probably doctor will prescribe me with specific medicine. Hopefully, I will improve my health by that time and don't have to take any medicine. Ameen.

Anyhow, around 7pm I made a move to KJ. After a quick dinner with AE and family, and after the announcement Lee as the next AI, around 10pm, we hit the highway for our long journey. Four of us (me, NY, AE, MA - feens ;p). NY drove first, then AE took over. When all of us can't open our eyes any longer, we took one hour nap around 1am at the nearest R&R (can't remember the name). AE continued driving until Gurun, and my turned to drive. I drove straight to my hometown with quite a speed. Hehe. It was 4am when I arrived. Before I said goodnight, Ayah invited me to join Royalty Hot Air Balloon the next morning. So, I have to wake up as early as 6.15am. Overall, I slept for only 2 hours. -Yawnnn-

At 7.15am Friday, me and Ayah went to the Hot Air Balloon as planned. Most of the balloon I've seen in PJ before. But with Sultan, Sultanah and their daughter, the event was merrier with a lot of booths. We have fun and after 'santapan' with the royalties, we hit a pasar and drove home. I slept from 10am to 1.30pm. Yeay me! The rest of the day, I went shopping with Emi and Ayah and watched "My Name Is Khan". A good movie I would say.

Saturday morning, "Me & Dad Time" again. But this time nenek tag along. We went to a lake near our house. Nenek fed the fish while me and dad jogged around the lake. More like walking actually. Haha. Around noon, I've cook Tom Yum and omelette for lunch. Yummie. Quite some time jugak tak masak, luckily skill tak hilang. Haha. Ye ye jer. That evening, me, Ayah and Emi were planning to play bowling but instead since the lanes were all booked, we hit cinema instead watching Shrek. That was my second time watching a movie with Ayah.

Next morning, Sunday, at 9am, AE fetched me for breakfast after saying goodbye to Ayah, Ummi, Nenek and Emi. We have our breakfast at Zam Zam near AE's hometown. NY, MA, MT and A were already there. Then, after picking up the luggage at their granparents house, off to PJ. This time AE started driving first, then NY and from Tapah onward was my turned. We reached KJ around 4pm and I was back at PJ around 5pm.

A nice road trip which I enjoyed much :D.

Results

2010-05-26T18:01:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday I went to PMC to do ESP for the first time. So today, Thursday, I have appointment with doctor to collect the results. Scary but InsyaAllah okay. Pray for the best. Ameen.

Jalan TAR

2010-05-26T17:37:00.000-07:00

Rarely been there and last weekend was one of the time. Seriously it took me about 20mins to find my friend (I supposed to meet her somewhere near Masjid Jamek LRT). Susah okay nak cari dgn crowded n kepanasan. Sorry Fats. Hehehe. Serious susah cari. Patut letak sign board or something. Hahaha.

But being there is really worth it. Especially if you're with friends. Thanks to Feens, Fats and Sems for being my fashion consultants ;) I ended up buying two sets of matching cotton and five scarves. Ish ish.

Right after that we when to UO to celebrate Sem's birthday in advance. "Happy Birthday Dear Sems". Welcome to the club :) May all your dreams come true.

I had a great Sunday. Thanks again guys.

.............................

The next morning, Monday (before I joined my friends at Jalan TAR, me, Along and all went to Ampang to visit Kak Nim's friend), Along told me that Kak Nim's friend, Kak Eryn passed away at 3am. She's been diagnosed of Leukaemia for the past nine months. Once detected, she already at stage three. Al-Fatihah.

Nihon Go

2010-05-20T23:55:00.000-07:00

Sabah e ikimashita, nihon jin wa atta. Shashiburi nihon go de hanasuru. Nihon jin namae wa Nakano Masaaki desu. Shashin o torimashita. Segoi ne Manukan Island wa.
Nihon go o benkyoushitai. Ima wa jouzu dewa arimasen. Iro iro kotoba wa wakarimasen. Nihon e ikitai...

Iro Iro Mono

2010-05-20T17:17:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, we all went to Tampin to accompany Ibu n Abah balik kampung. Ibu has assist in looking after Isyia since she were born (staying at Along's). So, Ibu was quite sad when we're going back to PJ the next day. Isyia too. On Monday, when everybody went to work, Isyia seems searching for Wan and cried. Sian Isyia. Now on day five without Ibu in Along's house, Isyia slowly adapt to the current situation. And if lucky enough, her Ibu (Along) would come home earlier than usual. Sukanya Isyia masa tu :D

Quite sleepy today as last night I went to Saba' (CJ) with AE, N and MT for our dinner. That was my second time eating there. Not bad actually. Arabian cuisine. I have Kabsyah Chicken and Lemon drinks. Yummy! Feels sorry for AE and MT though, as they have an early morning flight to catch. AE to Bandung while MT to Alor Setar. Hopefully everything went smooth for them. Ameen.

Our next trip would be....Kedah! InsyaAllah :)

Sabah: Akhirnya Ketemu Jua

2010-05-12T18:28:00.000-07:00

On Thursday, 6th May 2010, I have applied half day leave and supposed to leave office around 1pm. But I guess it's too good to be true as I headed home at 4.45pm, finally. So that night, after a quick packing, I went staright to Daf's house as all seven of us will depart to LCCT from there very early in the morning.

The next day, Friday, as early as 5am, we hit the aiport and ready to go. It has been quite some time for me travelling with friends (I think the last one, nearly four years ago). So, I'm a bit excited eventhogh without absolute consent from my SM. Haha. Luckily my M is so sporting and willing to take over my task when I'm away. Thanks M.

On the flight, I have spaghetti for my breakfast (kids meal serve with ribena ;p). Around 9am we're in KK already. Ready to travel by car (we drive on our own). But among the four of us (another three hit Mount Kinabalu - the climber I would say. Well done guys!), I'm the only one being a passenger all the time during the four-day-trip. The rest taking turn in driving the car. Oh ya. We changed to another car in one hour time since the former car suddenly keep turning off its engine when we slow down the car or changing to reverse gear. Quite scary.

The first stop after we've checking in at Eden 54 hotel (KK) and having our lunch at Inanam, we went to Mari-Mari Cultural Village (Inanam). The entrance fee was quite high per person. But since the tour took about 3 and 1/2 hours (high tea is included) with various activities (we even taking parts in dancing -the bamboo dance, sumpit, inai decoration, cooking using bamboo etc, we have a really nice time there :D. We have our dinner later at Sri Selera Kampung Air (seafood) near our hotel. Delicious & reasonable price. What a great combination.

On Saturday, the second day, we went to Jesselton Jetty for our next adventure. I've done few first-time-activities-in-my-life that day. After settling the payment and all, at 8.30++am, off to Manukan Island. On the way there, our boat driver asked whether we want to do our parasailing in the middle of the sea or when we get near to the island. He suggested that we do the activity now as the wind is good at the moment. So, we did! And even though that was my first time plus consider that I'm quite "gayat", it was definately one of the best moment in my life! The scenery was breathtaking. We have about 20mins for one session (two person at a time). Once we reached the island, we changed and couldn't wait touch our feet in the sea. For the warming up, we went banana boating (once again in the middle of the sea). Luckily, we didn't fall (dah mention earlier kat the driver cakap tanak jatuh.haha). After that, we put on our gear and ready to snorkelling. Subhanallah. Sangatlah cantiknya keindahan alam yang Allah ciptakan. Shahnaz and Zue went farther and saw some nemos and one particular nemo called Tamako (named by the lifeguard who assist both of them to get there) was really tame. They hold Tamako in their hands and it didn't struggle at all. Best!

On our third day (Sunday), we drove for two hours to Kundasang. The road was quite curvy like going to Cameron. Alhamdulillah, the journey was smooth including our hiking activity at Kinabalu Park. Have our lunch in Ranau and back to our resort at Kundasang. Accomodation there was a bit expensive. I think it accommodates with the view there. Our room just opposite the Mount Kinabalu. Beautiful...That night we went for karaoke. Three of us more like observer than backup singer. Hehe.

On our last day (Monday), we went to Poring Hot Spring then drove back to KK. Pick up our laundry at Eden 54 (sempat lagi tu buat laundry ;p), and off to the airport. Meet the other three there. At 8pm, we reached LCCT and took two cabs home.

All in all, one memorable holiday I would say :D.

To Kill A Mocking Bird

2010-05-02T19:37:00.000-07:00

First Sunday of May, AE and me planned to play tennis together at PJ, somewhere around Along's house. Unfortunately, since I haven't book any of the court, we ended up playing bowling instead after having breakfast at Along's.

While we're bowling, Along called and asking me whether we would like to join them (BIL, Isyia) to butterfly park. AE said ok. On our way there, Along called again said they already finished touring the park. So, after dropping something at AE's house, we rejoin Along and the geng at PJ. We have our lunch together again at Along's including ibu and abah.

After lunch me and AE stay at the dining table to watch To Kill A Mocking Bird. Credit goes to AE to found the movie :D.

A great movie I would say. Of course the duration of the movie limit of putting all the scenes in the book into the movie. But still I enjoyed the warm relationship between Atticus and Scout.

Next Activity: Kedah?

GIN BLOSSOMS - "As Long As It Matters"

2010-04-29T16:47:00.000-07:00

Been introduced to this song. Love it. And I enjoy the melody very much. Nice and relax. Eventhough as always, seems can't understand the whole story in a song. Hehe.

"As Long As It Matters"

How can I find something
That two can takeWithout stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake
I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say
I'll be all rightAs long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now
Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...

Isyia & Dinner

2010-04-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday morning, me, Aolng n Kak Nim went to PICC park. Kitorg main slide, see-saw, swing etc. (Nasib baik tak patah :p). After a while Isyia dah start getting sleepy n all went back. On the back home, Isyia dah selamat tido.

After Zuhur, I made a move to my friend's house. We planned to watch Date Night and find To Kill A Mocking Bird's DVD afterwards. We enjoyed the movie but sadly we can't found the wanted DVD. Apparently, a classic movie is somehow become so hard to find now. Around 7pm, my friend's dad invited me to dinner. He suggested a place that currently open and it's main menu is steak. After Maghrib, we all went together. Since I'm not much of a steak person, I chose sea bass as my main course. Later, as it's getting late, my friend accompanied me home (convoy by car). On my way back, Along rang me. She advised me to take a Wudhu' before seeing Isyia.

After Isya', I went to Along's room (Isyia's fast asleep) and asked why she did she said like that. Then, Along told me that late evening, she, her husband, Kak Nim and Isyia have a drink at a mall. Around 7.30++pm, they watched a colourful water fountain. When they arrived home, Isyia who seems very sleepy on the way back, ofter changing her clothes, she's being put into her baby cot. Suddenly, a weird thing happened. She laughed real hard like someone teasing her. Along said, she's so cute with the continues laughing and giggling, yet quite a creepy scene as no one was playing with her. And she kept looking at one place. Then, Along and Kak Nim switch on Zikir and Surah cd and suddenly Isyia start crying. Both Along and Kak Nim got a goosebumps at the same time when they kept repeating Ayatul Qursi. After a short while, Isyia seems to be at her normal self and start yawning. Finally she slept peacefully. Alhamdulillah.

Moral of the story: Never bring a baby outside the house/building at night particularly during Maghrib.

How To Train Your Dragon

2010-04-15T01:21:00.000-07:00

Quite lama gak tak update blog. That's why bila update pun citer lama. Tak kisahlah. Asal update tak. Haha.

About a month ago (was it? halal je lah) I watched How To Train A Dragon twice. With different company of course. And different weekend. The first one was with AE and the second with Feens.

Memang best. Feens pun cakap best. Kan kan feens. Hehe. (By the way, payung belum ada kesempatan nak guna lagi ah. :p). The story line was smooth and the script was funny that you can laugh again or wait to laugh. Plus the dragon pun cute. Ala ala Stich (Lilo & Stich..err betul ke spelling?).

Since we watched the movie at the Curve, we decided to have our lunch at one restaurant called An-Nur (correct me if I'm wrong). Feens yang suggest the place since she has read it in one of her novel. Hehe. The food was quite ok for me as I'll always order mee bandung at a new place which I found every restaurant will somehow cook the dish at the same taste (not exactly the same but eatable lah kira). Can't remember what did my friend order but she's not quite happy with the ordered food. Well, at least we knew the place when we came across the name again in another novel. :D.

We cam across another restaurant called The Garden. I saw few ladies wearing big fancy hats while having their evening tea there. So, I said to my friend "kena beli topi beasr dulu ni baru kita gi makan kat sini".

Apparently, I don't have to buy a big fancy hat since last weekend (10th April), Saturday night, me, AE and sister and their three friends went to The Garden for dinner. I had fish fillet. It was delicious. But a bit muak afterwards since banyak jugak cheese.

The next day I went to my friend's daughter nya cukur jambul with Fatin. I drove all the way there with Fatin's help of course. Tak sesat tu. ;p. Oh ya. Tin, thanks your hubby for the smart tag kay. Hehe.

This coming weekend, maybe I will be a full time babysitter for the cute Isyia. She can crawl and stand now. And like to mumble a lot. Plus I want to finish reading To Kill A Mocking Bird so I can borrow the DVD soon.

Next next entry: Sabah? On or Off????

"North or South"

2010-04-07T03:01:00.000-07:00

On Friday 2nd April, I have made a plan for the next day to join AE and sister plus their three friends to Universal Studio. Suddenly, Along called and mentioned about "balik kampung" plan. And of course the next day too.

North or South. Since Ayah's birthday is on 6th April, I decided to join Along balik kampung. We started our journey Saturday morning at 11am. Arrived at 6pm (after a quick shopping for Ayah's present). Having a nice dinner at a nearby restaurant. Celebrating Ayah's birthday with a yummie Secret Recipe cake. The next morning, aorund 11am, we make a move back to PJ. Arrived around 9pm.

So, US maybe next time ye.

Another Chapter of My Life

2010-03-30T16:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, 30.03.10 at 7.30pm at Secret Recipe, I finally did it.

The meeting went smooth. Alhamdulillah. Nervous? Yes. But the story must not be leaving hanging. It's not right. So, last night was the end of the chapter as another chapter of my life waiting to begin.

Bismillahitawakaltu'alallah.

Warm Feeling :)

2010-03-29T16:46:00.000-07:00

Missing you.

Syukur Ya Allah

2010-03-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah di atas rezeki yang Allah kurniakan.

Terima kasih Ya Allah.

Great Weekend

2010-03-21T19:12:00.000-07:00

The weekend started on Friday. Yup not Saturday but Friday. Took a day off ;p
Me, Isyia, Along n Kak Nim went to Hot Air Balloon around 8.30am. There're also go kart, waterball ride, petting zoo etc. Isyia got herself a Minnie Mouse Balloon. She really excited playing with Minnie. (She's very well into Mickey Mouse and his friends these days. She will stare at the TV screen when Mickey Mouse Club House start and will dance the Hot Dog Dance together at the end of the show).

The next day, we went to swimming pool nearby and ended up taking shower at home instead as Isyia was sleeping when we arrived. Tak sampai hati je nak wake her up. That evening around 5pm, Me and Daffa went to the Hot Air Balloon event again. There'll be a glow in the dark plus firework at 9pm. We met our high scool friends there. Me and Daf very thrilled in taking photos with all the colourful balloons, marching band and all. My phone nya batt was really low at that time.
Then, after Maghrib, while I was paying for Milo drinks, announcement has been made saying "The glow in the dark session was about to start". Daf went ahead while I still searching for smaller change to settle the payment. When the transaction was done, I just realised that Daf was missing in the crowd. Luckily my usual panic attack didn't appear that night. Haha. So, since my batt was then officially "kong", after 15 mins failed to find Daf, with my "thick face", I ask one girl (seems nice). "Err, Salam. Nak mintak tolong sikit boleh? Nak pinjam phone sekejap nak cari kawan hilang. Phone lak abis battery." And the girl said "Betul ke ni?" -with a suspicious look of course. (I think I would react the same way if I were asked the same question. Then, I took out the phone to show her and instead of dialling her phone myself, I just mention her Daf's no. But unfortunately, Maxis, (reason why I change to Celcom) does not have a great coverage in this area. I thank her for the effort.The awkwardness between me and the girl was saved by the beautiful firework which suddenly appeared before us. It was amazing and it last for about 10 to 15 mins. Afterward, as if nothing happen, both of us continued what we left before the conversation took place i.e. she's joining her friends and me trying to find Daf. I've decided to go back to the place where I lost her for the first time. Soon, I saw her in the middle of the crowd. I ran to get her and my first question was "Daf, dapat tak ambik gambar bunga api tadi?". Before we went home, we grabbed our dinner at mamak's. I have one plate of mee bandung and two glass of limau ais while Daf teh tarik and mee goreng mamak.
What a day but I really enjoy it though.

Sunday morning. I went to KJ and we proceed to PWTC Book Fair. I bought Versus and Rooftop Rant (I know Feens, but I would like to have my own jugak. Hahaha). Later we hit The Curve to watch a movie. We have Popeye for our lunch. It does bring us back the memories. :). We have three choices of movies and finally we picked "How To Train Your Dragon" 3D. Best! What an excellant choice. Hehe. I like it :D. Before I headed home, we have our evening tea at Old Town White Coffee. As soon I arrived PJ, I started my Versus.

Love the weekend :D

p/s: Lupa lak. Remember about the dolphin? Well, dolphin dah balik kampung. Huhu. But there's a suggestion : a trip to Universal Studio (S'pore). Anyone who would like to join?

Test

2010-03-11T08:00:00.000-08:00

This weekend I will be sitting for a test. Five papers all together I think. The best part is until now I just couldn't find time to review sample questions yet.

Last night, I reached home at 10.20pm from work. Tonight,probability of going back late pun seems like high je. Tomorrow I have to join (my boss ask me to) an Alignment Meeting from 8.00am to 10.30pm. The very next day, I need to drive as early as 7.00am for the test. Takut tertido je masa jawab soalan. Huhu.

*Tired but Coffee Prince does cheer me up. Seven more epi to go. Chayou!!!

A Song That Make Me Smile

2010-03-10T15:55:00.000-08:00

Dont Give Up On Me by Solomon Burke

Another Year To Add

2010-03-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

Adding number one to your current age kinda scary now.
Ngeri ngeri. Hehe.

I would like to take this opportunity to thanks everyone for the great wishes. Thanks you guys.

Perasan jugak ramai yang tambah one line i.e. ayat cepu emas kat belakang. InsyaAllah. Ameen. Do'a do'a kan lah ye.

Bersabar & Bersyukur

2010-02-24T15:58:00.000-08:00

When people expected you to achieve something, you don't know whether to be flattered or nervous or scared. It's a mix feeling. But for me sometimes it can lead to a real pressure. Especially when you don't actually achieve them. Kinda embarrassing and sad. A drop of tear might accompany the frustration.

I experienced this kind of feelings as early as seven years old. People expect me to get great results. When I enter any competition, they expect me to win. Then, get flying colours in big exams. "Alaaa, lainlah awak, awak sure dapat result ok nya." "Awak takpe, mesti ok nya result nanti". Later, I was expected to be accepted by any boarding school. Then a good university. Then get a good job. In between they expected me to have a partner. "Eh, takkan takde lagi kot. Tipulah." Hmmm. Scary movie jugak lah. Hehe.

Anyway, despite of feeling pressure and nervous and all, when I look at another view, I can see all those expectations actually some kind of encouragement, support me all the way to be a better person. To improve myself. Both duniawi and akhrawi. So, when I fail to reach people expectation or my own wish/hope, a little upset of course (sure ke a little. hehe) but thinking of all other gifts that Allah gave to me, which is uncountable, it helps to cure the sadness, encourage to be more patient and most of all, Alhamdulillah, be thankful to Allah. Terima kasih Ya Allah atas segala anugerah yang engkau curahkan ke atas hambaMu ini.

*Waiting for another shot. Hope to be under shortlisted. :)

CNY & Bowling

2010-02-08T16:00:00.000-08:00

Menghitung hari, Detik Demi Detik.. Rabu, Khamis, Jumaat, Sabtu, 4 days to go. Cepatlah Sunday. Few asked why Sunday not Friday ke Saturday ke. Ermm..Actually memang nak balik awal but tak sampai hati nak keluarkan extra RM 200 for ticket. Huhu. Terpaksalah balik lambat sikit.

Tak sabar nya nak bercuti kat kampung. Pastu nak ajak ayah teman training bowling. Kata ada bowling competition on 20th Feb ni. Ingat last time training for the same competition few years back. After gi makan2 kat dusun Sems, terus gi training. Semangat betul. Tapi asyik aim ke longkang je. Haha. This time apart from ayah n emi, I have another sifu to coach me but so far no progress yet. That's ok. Kalau tak sempat, kat Kedah, training abis abisan lah. Yo o je. Sekali lepak kat tasik, tgk movie (kat rumah using projector like last time), reading novels je. Haha. We'll see.

Eh lupa pulak. For those yang would love to see a dolphin plus try to touch them should try to go to dolphin exhibition kat next to new wing at Sunway Piramid. Adult RM 50 but if you spent at Sunway Piramid you got a discount of 30%. If you're not spending anything but you have my kad, you got 20% off. If I'm not mistaken, to take pic with the cute dolphins, you need to pay extra RM 15. Well, since one of my dream is to touch a dolphin, I think I'm going there soon. InsyaAllah. The show will end on 31 March 2010. Sempat lagi guys ;)

Last weekend, since tak jadi main bowling n gi tgk dolphin, I managed to do some shopping which I wished to do for quite some time. I went shopping with Along. Just the two of us. Dah lama kitorg tak keluar sama. Kewl jugaklah :). I managed to get a new pair of work shoes. Along lak bought Isyia nye swimming suit. So the next day, us three went to swim. Isyia apa lagi. Happy lah! But we cab't rendam her lama2 dlm air. So, about half an hour je we all main air. Later that evening, me and Along time again went to fix our hair. Last time we got a bad hair cut from this kedai. So, we went to our usual kedai to repair balik. Note: Next time, pegi jer kedai yg dah biasa pegi even though if its a little bit far. Huhu.

Okies till next time. Goooooooooo Bowling. Haha.

Pening

2010-02-03T15:42:00.000-08:00

This morning, bangun je tadi kepala terasa pening. (not sure pening kepala or sakit kepala same like cannot differentiate senak n sakit perut). Yang pasti my head rasa macam ada something block. Sebelah kanan especially. Been up for two hours now and the headache tak nak hilang. Is it because the way I woke up i.e. too sudden. Or is it pasal masuk angin? Ntah lah. But cepatlah hilang. Huhu. Panadol? Macam tak best je.

-No Title-

2010-02-01T15:37:00.000-08:00

1st Feb 2010. I managed to do it as plan. Now all I have to do is to wait for the reply and pray for the best. I know I have to deal with this now or later. Bismillahitawakaltu'alallah.

aVaTaR

2010-01-25T22:31:00.000-08:00

"Hang dah tgk Avatar? Best oo. Pi lah tgk" my friend said to me one day (which I think dah quite some time jugak).

Finally, last Sunday, after breakfast, me and my friend went to Pavilion to watch Avatar (3D). You're sure right my friend. Memang best :D. Since I can watch Lord of The Ring & Harry Porter, so I did enjoy Avatar very much. Quite touching when come to war part. Suddenly it reminds me of the real war our brothers and sisters are in right now in Palestine.

After prayer, we have our lunch at Rasa Sayang (I think somewhere in Ampang. My friends know how "good" I am with directions and all. haha). We met our uni friend yang ajak us to lunch there. The food ok lah. Not bad. I have creamy fish and soup. Opposite the restaurant ada one cafe. Cute design dia. It's called Full House. Maybe next time boleh try.

Before I went home singgah at a Mall kejap to buy Along's birthday present this Saturday. Got her a nice birthday card too. Rasa macam Along will terharu jer reading card. Haha. Perasan betul.

Okies. Till the next entry. Oh ya lupa lak.Our Teambuilding at Tekam, Pahang. Here it goes:

Teambuilding this time was very challenging.
Coz, this is my first time ever building a raft, rowing them using hands (since the paddles were limited), and about 20 meters away from the tebing, we all have to turun the raft and bring it back to the place we started it. The hardest part was since when we turun, we can't touch our feet to the ground of the lake, so sangat panic. Luckily ada life jacket. After everybody managed to calm down, kitorang try to swim while carried the heavy raft. Alhamdulillah, even though we felt like forever swimming to the shore, we managed to get second place without tearing our raft apart. That was FUN!.
Then flying fox pun I never try. I'm quite gayat actually. Rollercoaster pun tak berani naik. Haha. Masa naik tangga to get to the top, I think I felt my legs shaking. Bila dah sampai atas, luckily the instructor tak give me a chance to think, just guide me to hold the rope, asked me to sit down and and slowly move forward and wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeee, I'm Flying Without Wings. Haha. Best!!!
Masa jungle tracking and caving tu, best jugak with the treasure hunt. Seronok time I managed to spot the sepak takraw hiding/hanging on a tree (we supposed to collect certain things). Kak Lin (one of our team members) tolong goyang the pokok, I sambut the bola.
Hehe. Masuk gua agak mencabar but not as mencabar as Gua Tempurung. Been there masa college dulu with homeroom mates.
Overall, I think the teambuilding was a success. One of the staffs say it so. Alhamdulillah. :D

Okies. Now I can say, till the next entry. Jya ne.

Panggilan...

2010-01-20T15:35:00.000-08:00

I've read my friend's blog about death. Like we all know, kematian is sesuatu yang pasti. No matter how we put our mind aside or hold to think about it, it will surely happen. Sometimes, secara sengaja or not, kita mudah terlupa pada kematian and bersuka ria secara berlebihan. Tak salah if we want to enjoy our life as long as tak menyalahi apa yang digariskan oleh Allah. "Bekerjalah kamu seperti kamu akan hidup seratus tahun dan beribadatlah kamu seperti tiada lagi esok untukmu".

Yesterday, I supposed to have dinner with my friend. Suddenly my friend got a call saying that Tok Wa has passed away. My friend and family fly back to Kedah to see her for the last time before dikebumikan. That's situation awaken me to call my grandma. I love my grandma very much but I seldom call her or visit her. When I went back home, I only have time to visit her for very short while (say at most half an hour). When I want to call and couldn't find a topic, I just postponed it. Sometimes I just got too busy that didn't call at all. When I call yesterday, she asking me will I come back on Chinese New Year. I said most ticket has been sold out. And the remaining is quite expensive. Tak sempat I want to continue my sentence she said "Kalau ticket habis tak payah balik lah. Mahal pulak tu. Cuti dua hari ja." Cepat2 I added up. InsyaAllah, kalau dapat ticket nanti kak ngah balik. Ada tu. Later she asked about marriage. I told her to pray. And she asked "To pray? To pray nenek sempat tgk kak ngah bertunang ya?". Sayu dengar nenek nya statement. I made a decision, apart from calling ayah back home, I will make a frequent phone call to nenek as even though she knew that I love her, but by calling her time to time, she will be certain ed about it.

As for my own reminder, I will try to improve myself to be a better Muslimat (ultimate glory). I dream to brush up my knowledge in Fardhu Ain & Kifayah by attending classes, but yet to realise. InsyaAllah, one day I will. Together with my friends and family.

...

2010-01-12T15:57:00.000-08:00

Hard to know what's in other's mind. -Sigh-
Ini yang nak jadi Edward Cullen kejap ni. Huhu.

Teambuilding 2010

2010-01-12T15:49:00.000-08:00

Sedar tak sedar, two days away sajer lagi our department teambuilding will kick off. Scared that people might find it a boring event but who am I to worry that much. Daripada worry baik pray to Allah to make it an unforgettable and a happy event, right?

Hopefully everything went smoothly as plan or even better. We will have BBQ, jungle tracking, caving, rafting and flying fox apart from indoor games. The participants start asking how many clothes should they bring, who's their chaletmate etc. Pening jugak kalau ada question yang pelik2. Haha.

Okies, pray that our teambuilding will be a success and we all will have a splendid time together ya :D

-No Title-

2010-01-12T15:48:00.000-08:00

I'm happy yet confuse...

Last long weekend..huhu

2010-01-05T15:53:00.000-08:00

New Year. Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1431H and Happy New Year 2010 to all. The very first day of the year 2010, I spent the whole evening at the office. Like my friend said "what a way to spend a new year". Dah lah just the two of us je yang working. Me and my boss. Around 7.30pm camtu, we went home.

On Saturday morning, my BIL and his friend together with other 30 bikers (I think) convoy to Genting. Me, Along, Baby n BIL's sister followed by car. We arrived there around 10.30am. Having a short break at a coffee shop up there (we're not even go to the theme park). About 12 plus noon, we went down and arrived at klcc harley shop. There, out of the blue masa berborak dlm phone dgn my friend, dia ajak pegi pd since she doesn't want to go to shopping mall. After I said yes, I left klcc for kl central via lrt. She fetch me there and off to pd. Around 4.00pm, we reached pd. We have our lunch first and heading to the beach. We walk along the beach, main2 air for a while sambil planning to have a proper vacation next time at pd or anywhere. Around 6.00pm, after having ice cream, kitorang pun balik. What a splendid day!

On Sunday, I leave my sis's house at 10.30am to UE's. A family friend held a small wedding ceremony of anak diorang at UE's. Helping to distribute bunga telur a bit. After eating, we have a photo session with the pengantin and around 4pm, I went back home.

Next weekend my company will held a family day at the company itself. Planning to have a short visit je since my lil brother is coming.

Okies, till the next entry then. Jya Ne.

Another Longgggg Weekend :D

2009-12-28T15:37:00.000-08:00

Yup, last weekend would be my third longggggg weekend. Friday, Saturday and Sunday off. Woohooo. I wish working days would stay like this forever, Four Days A Week. Hahaha.

This time, on Friday, I went to Rawang to visit my friend who's also my college-uni-office-mate and her lovely new born daughter. Lebat rambutnya and what a cute mouth she has :D
Later, I stop by at my other friend house and we went shopping afterwards and boy am I happy when she treated me a nice Prosperity Burger. Yummmm. Thanks dear, nanti-nanti leh belanja lagi ek. Hihi.

Saturday, I went to my friend's house for a cukur jambul and akikah for her daughter. There I met one of my postgrad masa kat uni dulu with her family. Teringat balik time makan-makan at her house with all the delicious food she cook for us. Sedapppp sangat. She is an excellent cook and she loves to try new recipe and what do you know, always menjadi! :D And the memory leads to another memories like Pot Luck and BBQ. Guys, nak tak if one day kita buat pot luck kat mana2? Jom arr, jom arr. It would be sooo much fun!

Eh, lupa pulak. Let's continue. Afterwards, I went to Pizza Hut after we managed to kidnap my niece from her parents. Haha. Actually, me, my sister's sister in law and her parents doing a favour to take care of their cute daughter while they're going for a date. So, kitorang pun gi lah jalan. Eating Pizza, bought some sweet cupcakes, pusing-pusing university. When we reached home, soon her parents pun balik.

On Sunday, me, along and her husband plus his friend went to watch a movie. Alvin and The Chipmunks. Soooooooo Cuteeeee...Hehe.

Suddenly teringat balik pasal Pot Luck and tetiba "one day" seems like lamanyaaaaaa..Haha....

Balik Kampung Ho Ho Ho Balik Kampung...

2009-12-21T15:54:00.000-08:00

Last weekend me, my sis, my brother in law n his friend plus my cheeky niece balik kampung by car. Most of my friends know that I rarely balik kampung using the road. So this time, since balik kampung ramai2, I don't really mind travel together using the highway. A normal travel hours to reach kampung would be around 6 hours. Sometimes, to those yang fast driver tu, they can make it in 4 to 5 hours time. Our journey went smooth at first, a bit slow here and there (because of the shower and small accidents) but still okay. About 45 minutes away from our destination, suddenly we found a long que ahead. Okay, this gonna be bad, but seriously I never thought it's gonna be that bad. There's no movement at all for about 1 hour plus. According to one akak (met her at R&R nearby while waiting for the car to move - I have to walk about 500m while the kakak around 1km) the waiting is almost 2 hours now. Rumors said there's an accident involving a big lorry carrying rice. So to clean up the mess, itu yang lama kena tunggu. So after two long hours of waiting, the cars finally start moving. Sampai kampung all together took about 9 hours. What a longgggg journey...

Malam tu, we did nothing but rest. The next morning, me, along, my brother, ayah, my niece n grandma went to a lake near my house. We drove a buggy around the lake. Sooo nice the scenary and the wind blowing sampai my niece boleh tertido. Later, we have roti arab for our breakfast. Around noon, we went to a duty free shop and bought some chocolates, tudung, shoes etc. Later that night, we're having kfc while watching 2012 using projector in the living room. Kinda mini cinema you can say. It was funnn!!

Early morning, we're thinking of going to the lake again. But since we have to pack and all, we make a move back at around 10am. We arrived at 3pm and went straight to a shopping mall instead. Bought a swimming attire for the little girl and having lunch at Friday's.

That night, me continue reading sidney sheldon's latest book (written by Tilly Bagshawe) Mistress of the Game for a short while before heading to bed for a good night rest. Have to prepare mentally n physically for the next day. Working Day..huhu..(susahnya nak tido when your mind keep wandering about the work lah, teambuilding lah...solution: get it settled fast!). I wish!!!

All in all, Balik Kampung BEST walaupun sekejap jer... :D

Weekends

2009-12-13T15:42:00.000-08:00

Last two weekends, I went to my friend's wedding with one. Ramai kengkawan uni n collegue attend the wedding. The bride and the bridegroom were very beautiful that day. I like the bride nya appearance that day, simple yet soooo sweeeeett..Cantik sangat. The make up pun not too tebal. Just nice make her glowing as ever. After the wedding we went straight back home.

Last Saturday, me and my friend having breakfast at a restaurant nearby. Later, we went to a new mall to checkout a movie but since the movie will end later than 1pm, we decided to go to another mall for bowling. My friend has to pick up lil' sis at her work at 1pm and we're going to have lunch together. So when we arrived at the other mall and found out that the bowling centre was closed for few days for tournament, we made a decision to watch a movie to kill time. We picked New Moon and rename it as "Half Moon" since we only watched it half way. I think up until the part Bella ran to her dad after she saw the warewolves in the middle of the jungle.

Then the three of us have Arab Cuisine as our lunch. The same restaurant that we had for university reunion for buka puasa about two/three years ago. The portion was quite "too much" for us we had to tapau. Later we went to another mall for our Zuhur prayer before I headed back home.

On Sunday, there's a BBQ at my friend's house with friends and family. At first, I planned to go with my highschool friend since she lived near my house. Since she can't make it, I went there alone. Help a bit with preparing the salad and cutting some fruits. We have chicken, sausages, meehoon, krispy creme, corn etc. Yummie :). The BBQ does bring back memories masa zaman study kat uni dulu. They play tv games afterwards but since I have to get up early for work tomorrow, didn't stay for the games and went straight back home.

Today: Keje macam biasa. Huhu…Can't wait for the coming weekend. Balik kampung with my sis, brother in law and my niece i.e. three days to go…..

Nothing much to update

2009-12-01T16:00:00.000-08:00

As given away by the title, there's nothing much to update really. Hari Raya Aidiladha as usual, we went to Perlis to celebrate. But most of the time (five days holiday) play bowling with my brother n ayah plus eating out (fast food..*sigh*). We're having a good time n my brother should feel even more since he got his netbook that he wanted at PC Fair that we went.

Back to work on Monday and received a great news. My friend's having a baby girl. Went to visit her during lunch break with officemate. Sooo cute. Lebat sungguh rambutnya. Hehe. Ikut rupa mama and ayahnya. But more to ayah I guess. Couldn't tell since baby tend to change her features day by day. Really happy for them. Alhamdulillah.

Today's my brother in law birthday. So last night (11pm-early eh)we celebrate with a cake and some presents. Not from me I'm afraid. Huhu. Tak sempat beli. Weekend nanti ye InsyaAllah. Looking forward for this coming weekend.....

Training & HaRi RaYa AiDiLaDhA

2009-11-23T18:08:00.000-08:00

Last week (19th & 20th November 09) I went for a training at SHRDC on "De Bono's Six Thinking Hats". Quite kewl actually. It's about the idea of Parallel Thinking instead of using arguments for decision to be made. For example, last time in our meeting, when someone says something i.e. his idea, there's always someone who would say "no, we can't do that coz its....". So De Bono came out with an idea for less argument yet the maximum result will be achieved by using the methods of six thinking hats. They are:
a) Blue hat - For controlling in setting focus (normally the
chairperson of a meeting)
b) White hat - Information shared
c) Yellow hat - Advantages and its reasons
d) Black hat - Problems and its reasons
e) Red hat - Intuition/Feelings/Emotions
f) Green hat - Ideas
So, in a meeting at a time, only one hat should be used by everyone so that no necesary argument will take place and the meeting could be finished earlier with everyone consents.

There also a Thinking Game in the session that I like. It goes like this:
There are eight people to cross a river using a raft:-
*One Police
*One Prisoner
*A Mother
*A Father
*Two Sons
*Two Daughter
There are conditions too:-
i) Maximum no. of person allowed at a time on the raft is TWO
ii) Only POLICE or A PARENT can OPERATE the raft
iii) MOTHER is NOT ALLOWED to be left ALONE with SON/S
iv) FATHER is NOT ALLOWED to be left ALONE with DAUGHTER/S
v) PRISONER is NOT ALLOWED to be left ALONE with ANY OF FAMILY MEMBERS
So, what is the sequences/arrangements that enable all the eights to cross the river. Best kan the game? Any one would like to guess? ;)

Another two days dah nak raya. I would like to wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Maaf Zahir Batin. Kalau masih ada yang ingin membuat korban but don't know how and where to go, maybe you would like to check out www.ezqurban.org. They will close the application on 27th (Aidiladha) itself, so we have another two days to participate (via online form on their website). Let's grab the chance guys =)

I have applied for a leave tomorrow. On Thursday, we already been given a force leave. So, altogether it would be five days holiday. Yeay! Hehe. But later sure pening with all the works yang setia menanti..Woohooo...not :(

Esok would take a cab to the airport very early in the morning with ayah. Ayah's flight is at 7am. While mine is at 3pm. There'll be 8 hours for me to spare. Travel between airports plus reading a book plus eat plus shopping n browsing, I think I'll be fine. Hopefully :)

Okies, catch u guys later when I'm back from the long holidays. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA. Maaf dan halal dipinta, zahir dan batin.

I'm-Really-Happy-But.......

2009-11-17T17:00:00.000-08:00

About the interview, it's actually a scholarship to support me pursue my Masters (Msc). I knew it's a tough one to get (since the sponsor always mention about to find a great leadership, yada, yada) and I just want to try my luck. And actually I didn't expect to be included in "short listed" list in the first place. To pass stage one and experienced the memorable second stage is a bonus indeed. Alhamdulillah. As to my boss, hehe, I understand his feelings why he was so upset if I passed. Coz just recently his staff has resigned and I'm replacing him. Plus his other staff has been transferred to other unit. So, he just started to coach me the SOP and all, and yet he found out he was about to lose another staff. Hehe..So can't blame him fully to feel that relief, right :D . Anyway, I take it as a sign for me to focus on my new task, my Modal Insan and my assisgnment to coordinate a TeamBuilding for my department. That's a lot of commitment. InsyaAllah, I will do my best to carry out all the responsibilities.

I am now very happy with something's going on in my life but it's hard to feel completely happy if you know there's a misery on the other hand. Plus I am not certain whether this happiness will turn out something even greater joy at the end or just a normal happiness that come and go in our life. A drop by just to make our life brighter even if it's only for a while. But I do pray to Allah to make the happiness last forever. With a Happy Ending. Ameen...

Belum Rezeki...

2009-11-15T15:59:00.000-08:00

Last week, boss tanya "How's the result?"
Memula tu agak confuse..result ape ye...then dia cakap "Alaaa..yang interview tu lah.."
I said that most probably tak dapt..Then, he urge me to call to confirm..So I did..

According to the one yang answering the phone, the third stage was actually been conducted last week. So, for those yang tak dapat invitation, meaning they automatically been eliminated for the scholarship..I told my boss the news. Yhen he asked again "U call direct ke or call kawan u?"..I said, "Confirm, I called the company directly"..Then my boss said "Alhamdulillah"..Sabar je la...Dia happy jer when he knew yang I didn't get the scholarship...Well...that's ok..Not my call..Belum rezeki lah tu..Mungkin kat tempat lain...Bak kata sorang tu "Belum ada rezeki tu. Your time will come InsyaAllah. Don't be bogged down with it too much ok." Okay...Thank you ye...Yang penting, never give up, right :D

Continuation from previous entry. I have made a big decision last three weeks. Bismilahitawakkaltua'lallah...

Update...

2009-11-01T15:52:00.000-08:00

"Bila ko nak update blog ni?"..hehe..Sorry sesangat ek kengkawan sekalian..
Agak ke-busy-an diriku ini.. :)
Okay, setelah abis attending the open houses and weddings, habis pun Syawal sebulan..dan nak masuk Raya Haji pun, dengan kecekalan yang ada, tabah jua daku mengupdate blog ini...haha..ape yg den merepek ni pun tak sure..

Okies..buat pengetahuan semua, baru2 ini I went to an interview for a scholarship..Actually for the second stage..First stage is answering 5 papers on IQ test..Alhamdulillah lepas...
But the second stage ni, agak tough sikit..Ala2 "The Apprentice"..There're 29 of us..So, about six groups where some have 5 members and some four...We were given one hour task as a consultant to advice a private college whether to open a short course on managing financial issue to public. The decision should base on a survey..Imagine, in one hour time you have to create questionnaires, find respondents, collect data, analysed, tabulate and come out with a decision. Our group managed to interview 20 person..Right after the activity was completed, instead of presenting the findings, we were to gather in two groups and being interviewed by two people. In one hour time, (about 8 of us) each of us has been questioned for four to five times...Then, back to our table, in 15 minutes, we have to write who in our team should be expelled and why. Pening jugak nak answer..If I wrote no one, then I would not answering the question, wouldn't I?
So, nak tak nak, I wrote a name and the reason why...Afterwards, there's an interview session on one to two...me and two interviewers..I think it's more like background checking...Casual but a bit tense since they liked to provoke u...

After we had our lunch which by the way exclusive (sempat jumpa my old college mates there..apparently they have kursus kat situ), time for presentation..Then, in 20 minutes we were asked to write what action to be taken for your next strategy to improvise ur survey...Later i.e. the final activity which by the way made at least two person to cry...come the group interview..My group (four of us) has been interviewed by three panels...They asked directly to each of us who that we think should be eliminated in this team and why...If we were not to mention any name, they scold us and said that we were not answering the question and keep pressuring us..The first time they asked the question is to a lady sat on my right. She mentioned my name..then they skip me and ask a lady on my left. She said the name of the guy that was on her left..And the guy pulak mentioned the lady yang said my name tadi...Then when finally the question were asked to me, I answered the lady on my right (yup, the one yg mention my name)...Pastu, bila dah keluar, everyone in my group seems okay and all of us agree -no heart feelings...Now, I'm waiting for the result..Honestly rasanya mcm agak susah..but I think the experience that count...Pasni, if lepas, there're still two more stages...susah betul kan..

Okay, dah habis update on career/study issue.. Now on other update...I'm in a big dilemma...very big...so big that sometimes make me wonder why I put myself in that dilemma in the first place..the answer is that I want to clarify things so that I won't regret in the future for the rest of my life....Luckily I have supports in facing this matter...Thank you guys for your supportings...Anything, I will update later...Pray for me kay...Ameen...

Raya! Raya! Raya! Part II

2009-09-26T03:44:00.000-07:00

It's malam raya. Ummi wouldn't make any main dishes until the date for raya is certain. So, that night, Ummi made some rendang ayam and prepare for meehoon soup for early in the morning tomorrow.

Raya Morning. With a new cloth (actually it's my big sister's Jubah that she never wear), me and family went to Masjid for Solat Hari Raya (after having a taste of rendang ayam of course :)). Right after that, we pay a visit to kubur. Pray for Mama, Atuk, Pak Su and Tok Nyang. And went straight back home. Since Along and her family haven't arrived yet, we did salam raya between us first. Later, we went to our neighbours and have delicious meals. One house served Nasi Daging, another house served Lontong. There also Rendang Negeri Sembilan and ours with Meehoon Soup. What a way to put on weight. *Wink2*

We went to Ummi's hometown later that evening. Have some ketupat pulut with gulai daging. Sedap...Pastu, malam sikit, kitorg pun balik.

Second day raya. Wait for Along n her family to arrived. Since they said it might be late evening, I went to my friend's open house. Have some laksa. Yummy.. Then around 7.15pm, they arrived. Ayah and Ummi very exicited to play with their grandaughter :)..Sooo cute...

Third and Forth day Raya, we went to Ummi's hometown again and I followed Along to her school reunion. On the Fifth Raya, we all set to go back home. On the way, my brother in law made a suggestion to drop by to his hometown first before heading straight home. We all agreed since it's not until Monday that we have to go to work again. Urghh...So, at his hometown, we ordered Pizza. Burp...

The next Morning (Sixth Day), her mother cooked us Lontong for branch and siap tapau lagi bekalkan untuk kitorg kat rumah...Thanks Ibu... :)...So that afternoon, we went back home...Letih letih but best sangat....Perut pun setuju..hehe

Today, seventh day Raya, we all decided to have something different. So, we all end up to a mall to have western food instead...Put a rest to rndang and ketupat for a while...Not that while actually..Coz I heard there's an open house tonight at our neighbour's..So, tummy, here we go again :)

Raya! Raya! Raya! Part I

2009-09-25T18:10:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, after 29 hari berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan 1430H yang mulia, 1 Syawal pun menjelma. As for me, I have applied for a leave on Friday i.e. two days before raya. Yelah, nak balik kampung kemas2 rumah semua, takkan nak balik one day before raya kan..One more thing, saje nak merasa terawih ngan family kat masjid..At least dapat jugak one time g terawih sama2...

So, berbalik pada hari Jumaat tu, seawal 4am, me n my little brother bangun siap2. Pastu berbekalkan domino's pizza yg kitorg order online malam tadi, kitorg pun sahur. Around 5am, after making sure that all the doors and windows are nicely sealed, kitorg pun berangkat ke airport. Flight around 7.15am. So, we're supposed to land at our hometown around 8.15am or 8.30am at most. But unfortunately, by the the time our flight reach the destination, somehow, the thick fog made the landing procedure in a difficult position. After a few attemps, the pilot announced that he will make a landing at the nearest airport with clearer view i.e. in other state. We have to wait for about one hour before we flew back to our original destination. We reached home around 10.30am. Alhamdulillah.

Once we put our luggages down, me n ayah went to a supermarket to buy some ingredients for kuih raya the making...I managed to bake two types of kuih raya afterwards. Brownies square n chocolate chip cookies. The brownies square have a story behind it. U guys know right the basic ingredients and steps to bake a cookie? Butter, sugar, eggs always comes first. But for my brownies squares, I sensed something wrong with my dough only when I added the flour. The dough is tougher than usual. It's hard to stir and then I realised. Opppsy...there's still four eggs on the table untouchable. Ayak! It's a waste to throw away the mixture. So, I came up with an idea. Beating all four eggs in a bowl and added the earlier mixtire bit by bit until all set and well combined. Pour the mixture in a tray, baked it. Wallaaahhh!!! Tadaaa!!! It's done perfectly without anyone notice any difference.. :) As for the choc chip cookies, it's overcooked and obviously everyone can see that..huhu..

Later that evening, while ayah n ummi went to bazaar Ramadhan to buy something for Iftar, I made cucur bawang (try to find anchovies but couldn't find one). We have our Iftar together and after Maghrib, we all went to Masjid for Solat Terawih.

The next day, I made kanji a.k.a bubur lambuk a.k.a porridge with sambal telur and fried some nuggets. After Solat Maghrib, we wait for the announcement "...saya mengisytiharkan, tarikh hari raya puasa 1430H jatuh pada 20hb September 2009 iaitu pada hari Ahad....." Thus, yesterday was our last Terawih for this year. Couldn't wait for next year..Insyaallah..

So, what's next?...Raya Time!!!

Just Wondering....

2009-09-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

Falling in love always makes me wonder.
Is he the one? Also makes we wonder.
I have come to a situation when it is so close to chase away all the wonders, then suddenly something came up....and my heart breaks into million pieces..and hurt so much....
I made a decision there and then and I know that I am not purely honest of making up my mind at the time (well, since I am not emotionally stabil..but pretend to be one).
Lately, I learn to accept and learn to open up my mind more and more.
Making friends and all.
Learn to forgive and forget..but yet the wondering still exist.
But this time, I'm sensing a good feeling and the wonders are not as terrified as last time.
I still need to learn to control my emotion.
Hope to see clearer picture that I'm seeing right now.
Istikharah is the best medicine ever.
Turn to Allah, and He never let you down. He know what best for you even you don't know it yet.

Pasrah akan ketentuanNya.......

Hidup Adalah Suatu Pertukaran

2009-09-03T16:58:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah sekarang dah masuk 14 Ramadhan 1430.
My company ada buat daily ceramah around 1pm to 1.30pm which I think is good since as a human, we always forgot, right. And need to be reminded all the times :)

Here's a bit of info that I gained during the ceramah:

1) 4 Tunggak Utama (Akhlak Dalam Pekerjaan)
a) Yakin dengan apa yang dibuat dan Yakin dengan Islam yang dibawa.
b) Adil iaitu meletakkan sesuatu benda pada tempatnya. Dengan adil, kamu
akan semakin hampir dengan Allah.
c) Sabar
d) Jihad ke jalan Allah - fikirkan akhirat

2) Syarat-syarat Taubat (Dosa kepada Allah)
a) Buang punca yang mendorong kepada perbuatan yang dilarang
b) Menyesal di atas perbuata dengan bangun malam dan air mata sebagai bukti kekesalan
c) Jangan ulangi lagi perbuatan yang dilakukan dengan berazam kuat. Jangan juga
mengungkit dosa yang telah dilakukan especially untuk bermegah2 atau saja2.

3) Harta kita yang sebenar: Pahala, Iman dan Ilmu.
Since hidup is suatu pertukaran, when we wear our clothes, to make pahala out of it, we need
to dress properly i.e. tutup aurat. Same with our beloved rumah. We can trade it and gain
pahala with happily treat our guests and always sujud to Allah. As for our anak (to whom yang
dah ada one), we can trained them to be soleh and solehah so that they can pray for us
parents.

Hope we will become a true Muslim till the end. Insyaallah. Ameen.

HaHaHAA

2009-08-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

Received a forwarded email this morning. Quite funny and creative though.

TEACHER: What's the longest word in the English language ?
Pupil: Smiles - because there is a mile between the first and last letters !

Teacher: What did the frog order at McDonald's?
Pupil: French flies and a diet Croak

Two cows are standing in a field.
One says to the other "Are you worried about Mad Cow Disease?"
The other one says "No, It doesn't worry me, I'm a horse!"

A family of mice were surprised by a big cat.
Father Mouse jumped and said, "Bow-wow!"
The cat ran away.
"What was that, Father?" asked Baby Mouse.
"Well, son, that's why it's important to learn a second language."

Teacher: How much is half of 8?
Pupil: Up and down or across?
Teacher: What do you mean?
Pupil: Well, up and down makes a 3 or across the middle leaves a 0!

Teacher: Why does the statue of liberty stand in New York harbour?
Pupil: Because it can't sit down!

TEACHER: Give me three reasons why the world is round?
Pupil: Well my dad says so, my mum says so and you say so !

Hope those can put a smile on our faces :)

Me? Auntie? Yeay!!

2009-08-26T17:01:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah.
Recently dapat a very first anak buah.
A niece. Comel. Kalau menangis, puiyoo nyaringnya (ada potensi kenyaringan akan bertambah)
Everyday, sure a new thing yang makcik sorang tu buat.
Kalau dulu suka hisap mitten sendiri if lambat dapat susu, now without anything pun her little mouth boleh sucking. Siap bunyi lagi. Dah macam mulut goldfish pun ade gak.But cute. :)
The best part is masa si ibu having a chat with her, seeming to understand (err..baby umur around two weeks dah boleh faham ke ek?) she threw a wonderful smile at her mom.
But the smile hold for about three second je. Mahal betul cik adik sorang ni nak senyum.
As for me, I love holding her but with her fragile body, I never try to bath her yet. Scary maa.
Kang terjatuh pulak anak kakak. Ngeri2.
Watching her move, act and sleep somehow give me piece in heart n mind.
Yet, kengkadang tu leh gak terfikir. What kind of aunt will I be to her? Strict? Funny? As A Friend? Boring? (waaaa..tanak). Tapi bila terfikir yang betapa matang and mature nya diriku ini (ehem..ehem sure or not). Insyaallah ok kot (sambil lap sikit2 peluh kat dahi).
Untuk my niece yang tersayang secebis doa untukmu:
"Ya Allah, jadikanlah anak saudaraku ini seorang yang solehah. Taat kepadaMu, kepada kedua ibu bapanya. Hormati keluarga, saudara dan rakan2 nya. Jadikan lah dia seorang yang berbudi pekerti tinggi, cerdik dan bijak serta bahagia di dunia dan di akhirat. Ameen"
Love you darling...

WELCOME ALL

2009-08-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

SALAM to all.

WELCOME to my first official online journal (happy me :))

Actually niat nak tulis blog ni memang dah ada

Dah pernah practice kat one of the site but tak official

Then credit goes to WA yang encourage to create a blog (Thanks WA)

Another credit goes to SI yang tolong in setting it up and make it no longer just niat (Arigatou SI)

So, now SIZAWA dah complete with their own blogs (Yeay, happy me square :))